Just as you feel everything is going to settle down. Life kicks you hard enough to reach next level shit. It's the way of moving on I suppose.
" You will destroy yourself" I heard them say.
Well, one thing is for sure. I already did. Now it's...
" Goonj" I heard someone calling me while I looked at the person .
" How long are you going to sit here and watch? " he questioned me.
As long as I can...
I smiled looking away from him. Avoiding his existence as a matter of fact. One can certainly classify me as mad woman because of the decision I have taken today. Sitting here in the last line of chairs looking at the person I always dreamed of. Many gave me weird and are you crazy looks as they saw me looking at him quietly. He made an eye contact with me for a brief moment but I didn't waver from my place. I am certainly not challenging him to do what he can to move me .
For the one last time...
I wanted to look at him as much as I can. Because from the moment he marries someone, I can never think about him in any other way. Nor that I am thinking now. My mind and thoughts are blank. If you ask me what am I doing here? I can gladly say, just enjoying the view until it lasts.
" Why are you here!? " I heard someone shrieking. Knowing the person, I did not move my eyes away from him. I came for him so I don't need to talk with people who doesn't concern me.
" Get the Fuck out of here! " with that said she held my hand digging her nails into my flesh.
" Excuse me? I am not bothering you, I suggest you stay away from me. I have not spoken with anyone. Am just sitting here like every other guest. You are going to spoil this atmosphere with unnecessary things. By the way, I got invited by him. I did not drink. Nor have any interest to eat whatever dinner you are serving. So can you please leave me alone? " I gave back politely looking into her eyes.
" My brother invited you for namesake! You don't need to run into him everytime he talks nicely" she voiced her thoughts rudely.
" Don't worry about me Payal. Like I said I wont bother anyone. " I said not looking at her.
" But he's disturbed because of your presence. Don't you get it? " she said angrily.
It's me who is disturbed.
" Can you mind your own business?" I said calmly.
Does she even know what I am going through?
How much of courage I had to come here and look at him?
The decisions I took today will change my life completely!
But he will never know it.
" So this is how heart break looks like" I heard one familiar voice beside me.
" Does it look good to you? " I questioned leaning my head on her shoulders .
" Looks can be deceiving " she stated looking ahead.
I can't thank god enough for making Khushboo stay in my life despite all the shit I had to deal with. No one can deal with her but I guess am ok with it.
" So you have decided to leave for real? " she asked turning towards me.
" Yes I guess? " I replied timidly.
'You will destroy yourself along with us!'
' If this is what we have to deal with, go away! No one wants your sorry face.'
"I am there for you." she said sincerely.
" I know" with that said we both looked at him smiling happily with his fiance.
They say falling in love is an amazing feeling, no one ever said how to fall out of it and deal with consequences.
Guess it all depends on how we deal with it.
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