Feed the Wolf

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A/N: Here's my obligitory apology for taking so long to update yet again! Current word count for this chapter is 18, 308 words.... It's literally the biggest chapter I've ever written for ANYTHING. A lot happens in this chapter, and there's a pretty big timeskip in the first part to help move the story along. Once they arrive at Winterfell, the rest of the chapter covers one day, but it's a very BUSY day for Jonerys. After this chapter, time will move along a little more consistently, and the next few chapters will be much shorter, not because I hated writing so much in one chapter, but because I want to make sure I convey both Jon AND Dany's reactions and emotions to upcoming events. That also hopefully means I'll be able to get them out faster than 7 months! Anyhoo, I hope you enjoy! Please comment within the chapter or at the end, I love hearing from you all, and I generally respond right away! Also if you love the chapter, don't forget to leave me a vote!

Lastly, I'd like to give a HUGE shoutout and thanks to my old dear friend, Greg (who is currently writing a fic but doesn't yet have an account) and my new dear friend, AegonTargaryenVI (who has an AMAZING story here on Wattpad called "Son of the Dragon"- you should seriously go check it out if you haven't already! It's leaps ahead of anything I've ever written. I bow down to his greatness!) for beta-ing this chapter. It wouldn't be nearly as good as it is without their help! I love you both! 💕💕

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Feed the Wolf- Breaking Benjamin

I can feel the animal within
I chain the beast crawling inside myself
I hear the call of violence
I sleep no more and I can't
I've lost it all
Carry me through this world of lies
I feel no more, the suffering
Bury me in this cold light
I feed the wolf, and shed my skin
I can see the devil closing in
I choke the breath that dies to cry for help
I feel the pull of gravity
I bleed no more, and rise again
I've lost it all
Carry me through this world of lies
I feel no more, the suffering
Bury me in this cold light
I feed the wolf, and shed my skin

JON

Jon hated traveling by sea. It took him days to get used to the floor beneath him rocking back and forth without feeling like his stomach would rebel against him, and even then he still felt unsteady. The only upside to sailing with Dany was getting to spend a fortnight holed up in her cabin with her. He was embarrassed the first time he felt the urge to vomit- bolting naked from their bed to heave into the chamberpot in the corner of the cabin. Thankfully the pot had been as empty as his stomach or it could have been much worse.

Of course, Dany teased him mercilessly for it, but he found he didn't mind her ribbing as much as he would've anyone else's, especially because she made up for it with back rubs and conversation as a mild distraction. Holding her in his arms at night helped as well, and by the fourth day Dany declared him as having finally found his 'sea legs'.

After he'd felt better, he had wanted to make it up to Dany for the days he'd been less than attentive to her physical needs, but she insisted they be as quiet as possible, just in case their voices carried to the rest of the ship. Their advisors and friends probably already guessed what was going on between them, but she wanted to spare their ears from hearing the two of them in the throes of passion. Jon reluctantly agreed, making sure to keep himself as quiet as possible when they made love before falling asleep each night, more often than not having to clamp his hand tightly over Dany's mouth to help muffle her moans and whimpers when he pushed her over the edge of bliss.

 Jon reluctantly agreed, making sure to keep himself as quiet as possible when they made love before falling asleep each night, more often than not having to clamp his hand tightly over Dany's mouth to help muffle her moans and whimpers when he pu...

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