I really didn’t expect my life to turn out like this. I didn’t expect to find someone like him. He deserved better than me and yet he stayed with me. I just didn’t get it, I was the one who got involved in the mess with what his mother had been doing to him but he was the one who is apologizing to me. He shouldn’t and I wanted to tell him so but I couldn’t speak. I wasn’t entirely there anymore.
I felt lighter than air but I could see the darkness as it encompassed me. At first it was just spots, then it turned into big blotches and soon the black abyss was all that I could see. Even the pain began to fade. I still didn’t really believe that I really had that in me. I can’t believe I took the shot for him. But who really cares, he was worth it and I loved him. I couldn’t help it. I didn’t care what anybody else thought, I would never let anyone hurt him ever again.
But I guess I’m getting a bit ahead of myself you probably have no idea what I’m talking about. Well I guess I can go back a little bit but don’t expect me to tell you every little freaking detail! I’m not all that patient of guy so if you don’t like it why the hell are you still here!?!?
Anyway, sorry about that I also have a bad temper. I’m trying to watch it but it’s not an easy thing to do. It’s not like I get physical when I’m mad but I can become fairly scary when I want to be. I just don’t like it when I scare him it really makes me upset with myself. Well it didn’t at first but I’ll explain that later too. Let’s see how should I begin to tell my tail of love?
Oh well, I guess I could start with the beginning but I might get bored so expect some skipping around. I don’t care if you don’t like it that’s what I’m doing! Oh and if I stop somewhere it either means that I’m dead or I’m tired so give me a minute to continue if that does happen. Now it all started in our last year of high school…
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Fight for UsRomance
Jamie is the hottest guy in the entire high school and he seems to have everything in his life in order. But Jamie has a big secret...he likes guys. No one knows that he's gay, he's even convinced himself that he's not. When they get a new student a...