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"I just don't want him to feel that way, I am scared but I want to let him be. Until when? Or everything I'm thinking was wrong? I'm just being paranoid."


"JK!" JHope sat beside him, Jungkook is having a drink.

"Hey, hyung." JHope looked at him. "Want some?" Jungkook asked, JHope nodded and he handed him the bottle of beer. JHope took a sip.

"Why are you staying here in bighit?" JHope asked.

"I'm just making it all up to you, hyung."

"Hmm? Me? You mean to Eunha?"

Jungkook nodded.

"Eunha is a good person, she's just being like that because of what happened to her." Jungkook looked at him.

"She was taken care by a nanny, grandma." JHope let out a sigh. "I see you're doing well with her."

"Yeah." Jungkook's short reply.

"How about to Dahyun? Did you two had a great valentines?" Jungkook got quiet for a few seconds.

"Yeah, had a great time." He nodded.

"What's wrong?"

"Hmm? Nothing, hyung. Why?"

"You hesitated whether to say you two really had a great time or not."

"What?" Jungkook chuckled and shook his head.

"Tell me, what's going on?" Jungkook kept shaking his head.

"Don't want to talk about it, there's nothing wrong with it." Jungkook cleared his throat.

"Hmm?" JHope stared at him.

"How old am I?" Jungkook asked.

"23? Why are you asking?"

"I just got scared, I didn't noticed that I am rushing things. Now I am rushing to get my job done, do good work and everything again like the usual thing I always do with you guys, BTS." Jungkook breathes out.


"I love Dahyun, hyung. I do feel her love for me too, we can't really predict what our future future would still be. We're still very young, now I'm feeling guilty." Jungkook ran his hair through his hair.

"Guilty of what? What happened?" Jungkook shook his head.

"She's sure of me." Jungkook tired opening his eyes, he's tipsy.

"Sure of you? Are you not sure of her?" JHope asked.

"No, no. No! That's not what I mean, yes!" He shook his head again. "Gosh." JHope laughed.

"Sorry, haha. You're really still young to think about that, don't think about commitment if that's what you're thinking, JK. If a girl tells you she's sure of you, thank her, trust her she won't hurt you. That's what it means, Dahyun also has a career. You've been together for years, you've been bestfriend. You'll understand each other if you talk. That means there's a possibility you're going to be the one to ruin your relationship, again?" JHope pats his shoulder.

Jungkook closed his eyes.


*Ding Dong!*

"Coming!" Dahyun just washed her face to go to bed when she heard the door bell. She pressed the gadget connected to their gate from her room. "Who is it? I'm coming. Wait." She said and turned the lights off of her room before going down and opened the door, she's alone. She opened the door and saw Jungkook whom she thought it's Jin. "What are you doing here?" Dahyun asked looking shocked.

"Why? Can't I visit my girlfriend?" He chuckled. Dahyun smelled something from him.

"You drunk???" Dahyun asked and looked behind him.

"You did drink and drive here?!" Dahyun pushed him.

"What? He asked. "I am not drunk, totally drunk. Just tipsy."

"Tipsy? You still had drink!" Dahyun shouted. "What if something happened while you drive, huh? Where's your key?" Dahyun searched from his pocket and get his keys.

"Hey, nothing's going to happen." Jungkook scratched his nape.

"I'll take you home, go home. You're drunk." Dahyun get inside the driver's seat. Jungkook has no choice but to get to the passenger seat, Dahyun drove going to his apartment. "We're here, rest." Dahyun unbuckled her seatbelt, Jungkook locked the door. "Jungkook." Dahyun tried getting his hand off by the button, but he's strong. "You're drunk."

"I am not, if I say I am not. I am not. I had only one bottle." Jungkook said.

"But i know it's been so long since the last time you drink, that's why you feel dizzy. Open the door." She said.

"You're avoiding me." Dahyun stopped.

"What?" Jungkook get his hand off the button.

"You're the one who's avoiding me." She said, Jungkook looked at her. "Don't worry about what I said to you last time."

"What did you say?" He asked.

"Just rest." Dahyun get off his car, Jungkook clenched his jaw and followed her going out.

"Dahyun." He called.

"I will be returning your key tomorrow." Dahyun starts walking away, Jungkook followed her and pulled her wrist. "Hey!"

"You're not going anywhere." He lift her up, her abdomen on his shoulder.

"Put me down! Jungkook!" He went inside his apartment and put her down. Jungkook locked the door. Dahyun pushed him.

"Now, what's wrong?" He questioned.

"You're asking me? I do not have a problem. You're the one who drink, I am just a concern citizen." Dahyun get her hand from the doorknob. Jungkook pulled her again. "Stop pulling!" He pinned her on the wall. "Jungkook!" She tried pushing him away.

"Concerned citzen? Not my girlfriend?" He said, Dahyun looked at him.

"What? Let go of me."

"I'm sorry."

"You're sorry? I am supposed to be the one saying sorry, sorry for telling you that I'm sure of you, Jungkook. Maybe yes, I really am... But for you..." She stopped and looked at him in his eyes.

"No, Dahyun." Dahyun got silent when he said that.

"Yeah, I know. Why are we still together then? You already got what you want." Dahyun tried controlling her tears from falling, she pushed him again and reached for the doorknob. Jungkook wrapped his arms around her waist. "What!"

"I'm sure of you, Dahyun." He whispered to her ear.

"I don't want to ruin you, Jungkook. Let go. Get off me. Talk to me when you're sober."

Jungkook let go of her, Dahyun freely opened the door and left. Jungkook can't do anything but to let her leave.

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