She dreamt of getting drown in the depths of the beautiful shore.
Above her, were rays of the sun, it looks warm but she could not feel.
The water is not suffocating her, it is making her numb as if she was an object not capable of life.
It was a calm drowning, as if she really wants it.
But as she wakes up, the sun rays are there, she can feel its warmth.
And she is not in the waters, but why does she feel suffocated, she feels everything. The anxiety, depression, everything.
Her being drowned in her dreams is calming but her living-
That she does not sure of.
PS. I am so sorry that this is so negative ......