If any of y’all find yourselves in the sticky situation of your groom not showing up for your wedding — not that it would happen to any of you because I trust y’all are better judges of character — make sure you have more than a grand to your name and most importantly, have enough friends.
I stress number two because if I had enough friends I wouldn’t have had to move all the way from New York to rural Michigan to live with a complete wackadoodle of a mother and a stepfather who would’ve been better off unalive. If that’s even a word. Because one of my friends would’ve found it in his or her heart to offer me a couch for the night.
After the fiasco at the ‘wedding’, I wasn’t going to stay in that cursed apartment any second longer than I had to and I sure as hell couldn’t ask Debra or Hanna if I could sleepover. Oh no. I’d like to keep what’s left of my pride thank you very much.
I was not even considering Nika because she lived with two scary dudes who only spoke Russian and who she claimed were her brothers.
And so there I was, fresh off the plane with puffy eyes, a runny nose and absolutely no dignity. The fat woman who’d sat beside me pushed me out of her way as she raced for the exit.
“I hope you had a nice nap,” I hollered at her knowing fully well I spent the entirety of the trip sobbing quite loudly.
She shot me a glare and kept on her way. I shot my middle finger at her retreating back.
I stopped and fished out my phone from the back pocket of my jean shorts and dialed Antonio’s number. For the fiftieth time it went to voicemail but this time I was composed enough to say something.
After his mechanical voice finished its speech I launched into mine. “Since you love leaving heartbreaking messages through the phone, here’s mine. You are the most conceited, selfish, patronizing bastard I have ever had the unfortunate luck of breathing the same air with. I never thought I’d ever meet someone who’d be described with so many bad adjectives but then again I didn’t expect to be left alone at the altar at the tender age of 27.
“You might hear my voice and delete this message but know that I hate you. I hate you so much I wish I could erase you from Earth! I hope you’re finally happy and this was all worth it, you son of a bitch!”
I angrily cut the call, closed my eyes and ran my fingertips across my temple, over my building headache.
When I opened my eyes I continued my walk out of the airport.
Stepping into the cool October air, I scanned my surroundings for any sign of my mom but I couldn’t spot her anywhere.
Sighing, I took my phone out again and dialed Antonio’s number.
“And don’t even think about asking me for the ring back you worthless piece of trash!” I screamed into the phone earning a few looks from the passers-by.
A little bit calm, I found a bench and took off my backpack to begin waiting.
Fishing out four different amber medicine bottles from my backpack, I took out four different pills from each of them and a bottle of water I’d snagged from the airplane.
Looking at the two red and two white pills in my hand, I was again filled with loathing. They were a continual reminder that even my organs couldn’t do the one job they had right.
Feeling the anger burn its way up my chest, I downed the medicine and took a swig of water.
The sun had started slanting in the sky and my mother had still not shown up.
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A Girl's Guide to Being Jilted | ✓
ChickLitDenise Webster thought her life was perfect. Until the man she was supposed to marry fails to show up for their wedding. Broke, distraught and heartbroken, Denise has no choice but to move back to her childhood home with her eccentric mother and ste...