"I never knew that hope was fatal until I looked it in the eyes."
Goodbye Agony, Black Veil Brides
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Ace,
I am so fucked.
Let me start by saying that I always had this feeling that I was gay. Girls were gorgeous, don't get me wrong, but they never really made me feel like I could be in love with them. Its hard to explain, as you can probably tell. and im sorry i never told you about this. i just always thought i had time, you know. i always thought that i had a tomorrow and i would tell you then but tomorrow came and you died...
That's not the reason why I'm fucked, however, not this time, at least. It wouldn't matter regardless because I don't have crushes. I don't hope. It's just not me. Liking people is not apart of the big picture. The only person's feelings that were factored into my life's plain were Alice's. No one else's. I haven't got the mental stability to even think about someone else.
But Travis smiled.
and I am so fucked
-daniel
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Hello, My Name Is Daniel
Teen FictionDaniel's mom sends him away to a boarding school she believes will help him. Or at least, that's what the doctor told her as she signed the papers after Alice, his sister, brought him to the hospital. Battling depression, faced with neglect, dealing...
