Today has been an overall good day. After we left Bri's uncle's house, we went back to her parents house to share the news. After that, she introduced me to all the family members I've never met since they don't know about us.
When we got to her house, we were surprised to see Monique & DJ were there. We basically spent the whole day with them and her brothers.
"Are y'all staying here?" Bri asked her brothers.
"Yeah. I'm too tired to drive back home," Darrell said, trotting to his room.
"And I'm not moving from this spot," Jourdyn said, stretched out on the floor.
Monique & DJ went in their room and we went in Bri's room. After she took off her pants, she put on one of my shirts and I pulled her on my lap. I don't know why, but I couldn't keep my hands off her today.
I kissed the back of her neck and I noticed a tattoo behind her left ear that I've never seen before. It was the number 32 with a little heart next to it.
"Babe, when did you get this tattoo?"
"The one behind your left ear."
She slowly looked at me and a smile crept up on her face, "I got it on our two year anniversary."
"I thought you didn't believe in relationship tattoos?"
"I don't, but for some reason you changed my mind."
"What about when we broke up? Did you regret it?"
She turned all the way around to face me completely, "no, because I love you and I always will no matter what. Besides, I knew we were getting back together."
All I could do was look at her in adoration and kiss her. I can't wait for the day she becomes Mrs. Griffin.
Blake & I were lying in the bed when I picked up my camera off the nightstand. I feel like today is a good day to take Polaroids considering we're engaged.
The first picture I took was of Blake because he looked perfect just sitting there. I grabbed the sharpie out of the drawer and wrote "bae" on it, then drew a heart next to it. I put that picture on the dresser and Blake pulled me toward him. He kissed me and I had to take a picture. We pulled away and looked at the picture.
It came out nice.
I grabbed the sharpie and wrote "love" on it and placed it on the dresser.
"I love you," Blake said, rubbing my thigh.
"I love you too."
I smiled and put the camera down. I straddled his waist and wrapped my arms around his neck. I kissed him and he ran his hand up my shirt and up my back.
"What are you doing?" I asked pulling away.
"I thought we were -"
"Oh no. We're not doing that," I said.
"Why not?" he whined.
"Oh my God Blake, don't whine like that," I laughed and he laughed too.
"Seriously though, why can't we have sex?" he asked, unhooking my bra.
"Blake!" I semi-yelled with a laugh.
"What?" he pouted, "we just got engaged; we should celebrate that."
"Did you forget that there are four other people in this house?"
"Blake, you know damn well neither of us can be quiet," I chuckled.
I got off his lap and lied beside him. I got the camera and took another picture of him. When it came out, I wrote "sex deprived" on it and placed it, the camera and the sharpie on the dresser.
"I'm going to sleep. Good night."
He lied down and kissed my cheek. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I backed into him and moved against him, forcing his grip on my waist to tighten.
"So we can't have sex, but you get to tease me like this?" he said in my ear.
"How is that even fair?" he asked.
"It's my job as your future wife to turn you on Blake but I'm done now, so go to sleep."
I woke up in the middle of the night because I had a lot on my mind and after the dream I had, I couldn't sleep anymore.
I turned to my right and Blake was sound asleep with his arm around me. I smiled a little and ran my thumb over his bottom lip before I kissed him.
I snuck out of bed and went into the living room to sit on the couch. I looked down at my ring and played with it as my mind wandered.
"I hope you're not regretting saying yes," I heard a deep voice say behind me.
I turned around and Blake was making his way toward the couch. He sat beside me and looked at me with worry in his eyes.
"No, why would you ask that?"
"I saw the way you were looking at the ring," he said.
"I don't regret saying yes. I just...I'm scared," I confessed.
"What do you mean you're scared?" he asked, furrowing his eyebrows.
I took a deep breath then let it out, "no one in my family has ever been divorced and I don't wanna be the first one. And after that dream, I -"
"What dream?" he asked, cutting me off.
I started crying because that dream ended terribly and it really upset me.
"I had a dream tonight that we were married and you basically told me you didn't love me anymore. You treated me like I was nothing and acted like we were never in love. In the middle of our divorce, I got really depressed and I eventually...I eventually killed myself," I cried.
I looked up at him and he was crying too. I didn't know what to say, so I just wiped his tears. He looked at me and I looked down. I didn't wanna look at him after telling him that.
"Bri, look at me."
I couldn't look at him. I'm not sure why, I just couldn't.
"Baby, please look at me."
I looked up him with red, tear-stained eyes.
"You don't ever have to worry about me not loving you anymore, okay? I love you more that anything and nothing's gonna come between us. Divorce won't even be an option for us. If we're having problems, we'll sit down and talk about them until they're resolved, okay?"
"Okay," I said, sniffling a little.
"Come here," he said, grabbing me and putting me in his lap, "don't cry. We're gonna be fine."
He wiped my eyes and kissed me. He pulled away, looked into my eyes and kissed my forehead.
"Let's go back to bed," he said.
He picked me up and carried me back to the bedroom so we could go to sleep.
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