As day passses I start feeling really weak the debut for fake love is coming and I start growing my hair because the doctor said if you do chemotherapy the hair damage and it's twenty percent chance that my chemo succeed. So I grow my hair as much as I can enjoy my hair until it stay on my head.
I don't know why people hate me I mean I don't do anything bad to them maybe because I hurt them unintentionally.
But I never say hurtful words to anyone .
They say how can I become a idol I. Not capable of it. How I selected as BTS member.i know I am less in skills than other members of my team but I do my hest maybe I am not enough or whatever I try to do u can't mske them happy but still I try to make my antis also happy.
They say I can't dance or sing properly and these things hurt me so much. My skin start iching becysee of hard dances and throat hurt because of loud voice but I try my best to warm my voice and dance without showing I am in pain my body feels like on fire. But I am happy that there is Army who love BTS and like us as how we are that's why we tried to give our best to Army.
It's 3 am and I feel like I can't breath my body is red and swollen and I feel nausea and dizziness. I feel a lymp in my throat is coming so run to bathroom towards the sink and vomit blood.
I never feel sad that why God give me such disease because when he give me this much success I never ask why he select me from millions of people who work hard more than me to achieve their goals.
My body is shivering badly like I am feeling cold when my room is too warm.
After coughing blood I went to my bed and sleep.
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"I didn't know what it hurt but it hurts"Kth In which taehyung is an idol and member of bangtan.They are successful and quite famous.All are happy until taehyung found out about his illness on terminal stage and want to write a diary for his members...