Hopelessly Falling

Ruined

what's the problem

do you hate me?

am I not worth your time?

I try to help you,

but you just ignore me

is there a reason why?

I thought we were friends

I thought that you actually liked me

I thought that one day

maybe we would be together

you say that you will never find a girl

well I've been here the whole time

and you just don't see me

I'm done being invisible

I'm done being ignored

I want to be heard

and seen

and noticed

and loved

but I guess you aren't the guy for me

why was I so foolish?

how could I have fallen for you?

you don't even like me back

I could have given you all you wanted

I could have loved you

but you don't appreciate me

you say I'm perfect,

but then you ignore me

you say I'm beautiful,

but am I really beautiful?

I was basking is the lies you told

believing that they were truths

but now the curtain is drawn

and I can see right through you

as if you are a panel of glass

we can be friends,

but we aren't sole mates

you've ruined that

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