I pulled away from the kiss and laid my head down on his chest. "Wow. A white wolf." Jake said letting out a small whistle. "Fuck. Now I have to look even more after you and protect you from many more people." He said again after a little while
I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle. "No not really. It has always been dangerous for me to live. Now I just found out that there have actually been people after me my whole life." I told him in a calm voice. That I now knew about the D.A. didn't make them a new threat. Just one I didn't know was there before.
"Well that doesn't make it any better. I don't want one soul to be after you." He bit out tightening his hold around me. I crawled further into his hold and just enjoyed the fuzzy feelings I got.
"So are you going to tell Derek and Leo?" Jake asked me after a while.
"I guess I have to right?" I asked him sitting down beside him again looking down.
"Yeah you kind of have to. They're you're partners and this may effect your work and safety." He told me quiet but seriously.
"Yes I know. It's just hard. I myself don't even really know what is happening. How do I explain it to others?" I asked feeling kind of frustrated.
"You did pretty well telling me. Just do the same, start with the beginning. Tell them what you know, what happened." He told me lovingly taking his hand up to push some of my hair behind my ear.
"But what if me telling them put their lives in danger? What if they get hurt because they know I'm a white wolf?" I asked him looking up into his eyes.
"Then they would rather get hurt knowing they helped protecting you. Than you being hurt and them not knowing. Try put yourself in their shoes. Wouldn't you want to be able to help them? Even if it put yourself in danger?" He asked me. I knew he was right. I would want to know.
"I guess you're right." I said just as quietly.
"Is that why you never told anyone? Because you were afraid it could hurt them?" He asked me just as quietly.
"Yes." I whispered. I had gotten so used to carrying this around by myself, never sharing, it was so weird that he knew now.
"Love, you can't do that. It's not healthy. Plus if the DA suddenly had showed up they and you would have a better chance because you didn't have ti hide." I knew he was right there, but I had just never thought about it that way. I didn't know what to say to him so I just stayed quiet. "You know, you can invite them over here now if you want to? Get it over with?" Jake asked after a little while.
"The furniture is moved already here anyway." He commented chuckling.
"Yeah you're right. I'll just give them a call. But I have to tell Lizzie as well." I said getting up to find my phone to call them. When I got back Jake was still sitting on the floor looking thoughtful.
"You know this does explain why you never really seemed to get effected by any alpha order." He told me as I sat down beside him.
"Yeah you caught that. I tried to follow orders as good as I could. But when they don't really touch you at all it's hard." I told him shrugging.
"Yeah. I thought a lot about that one. No one have ever defied me as you have." He said pulling me to his side so he could hug me. "And it was damn sexy." He muttered just as quietly. I just chuckled at his remark. I felt sick of nerves again.
"You can just take one of my t-shirts and shift in that so they don't have to see you without clothes." Jake suggested.
"Don't be silly, that would be waste of clothes. I can just get them to turn around if it bugs you. But it's not like they haven't seen me without clothes before." I told him casually.
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What We Wish ForWerewolf
Lea was an orphan, so when the upcoming Alpha finds out she is his mate he rejects her because he think she's weak. Only he doesn't know what she has been through and what secret she has to keep, because if the wrong person finds out, it could kill...