guys

i was cutting today

\_( ._.)_/

and

then

greg

texted

me

Text convo:

Greg: hey :-)
Me: hezzo
Greg: what's up?
Me: long story..?
Greg: I have time
Me: I don't have the courage
Greg: maybe you'd prefer to talk about it not in a text conversation
Me: that would be nice
Greg: so... where?
Me: there's a starbucks near my house. the one down the street from the school

[note: I was trying to sound chill but I was dyING anD liTERALLY scREAMING]

Greg: great!
Me: so is this a..... date?
Greg: woah
Me: idk
Greg: do you want it to be?
Me: sorta
Greg: me too
Me: aw shut up and meet me there in 10 minutes :)
Greg: how's 5?
Me: even better

AND THEN

I CRIED

BC HE ASKED ME OUT

GUYS

I

GOT

ASKED

OUT

BY

MY

CRUSH






SHIZ BALLS KILL ME

Like we got there and he was waiting for me and he already got me a mocha cookie crumble frappucinno bc he knows I'm overly white and then we sat down.

and then he said

"I know this is just our first date but..." (I died when he said date) "would you like to officially be my girlfriend?" And I died again when he said girlfriend.

guys

He's my first boyfriend

evER

im still screaming guYS

and we talked and talked and talked

and I told him how I'd had a crush on him since grade 4 and he said he'd had a crush on me since grade 5 (he's a year older.)

and

he said we'd go to the same high school

which gives me life

bc i was scared I'd lose him

but please be happy for me

oh and

i showed him my scars....

i knOW IT WAS STUPID

but I had to

he showed me his.

i cried a little

and he hugged me

*sigh*

this life.

i really love it.

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