This Book of Lies

Lost and Found and Lost Again

If I'm lost how can I find myself
If you're here how am I gonna lose you
It seems pointless to look further than that what's beyond
But I'd like to do that exercise with you

Sometimes people aren't used to the truth
I think it's a lie that truth hurts
People got hurt long before the truth
The truth is just an aftermath

I don't know how to go beyond
That shadow you are is fainting
And I kinda wanna tell you the truth

The truth is I might not be as poly as I thought
The truth is I'm still waiting for true love
The truth is love isn't a one-sided gambit
The truth is I'm not ready yet to give in

I do like you but I don't feel you like me
I do like you but you're not the right person
I do like you and we have so much in common
But I don't love you as much as I'd like

Besides I have no idea what to do to you
I half-heartedly mourn your presence
Besides I don't have what it takes
I half-heartedly mourn your presence
And I don't want to keep you from being happy

But not with me

I did owe you this
For months now
And this is so unfortunate
But I shouldn't use you for my dreams

My white dove
There's still time
You can still soar so high
Now that the chain is free

Please let yourself be happy
I'll be here to help you
Unless you don't want me to
And you have all the reasons to not forgive me

I'm sorry