Thanksgiving is today and lets just say at this moment I don't feel thankful.The one I love told me the night before not to touch me.She looked into my eyes and began to cry and scream.I couldn't move I didn't want this to be true.I thought telling her I would always be there for her and that I still loved her would change something.It wasn't a lie I love her so much and I'm dying inside and I'm just trying to hold it all in.I don't know what to do anymore.I jumped in the shower.Did nothing with my mop of hair.I threw on some clothes and slugged down stairs.It was around 12:30.Ive been in my room all day thinking and crying over Caitlyn.I know it's stupid that I cried and that there's other girls out there but I want just her and only her forever.I'm done trying to get over her now to get her back.Everyone was doing something.Niall's mom and the girls where cooking.Don't put Caitlyn on cooking duty she'll make a mess.Louis and Zayn were putting up decorations.Niall and Liam were outside putting up the tables.Niall's dad went to the store to buy more food.Caitlyn's parents flight was canceled yesterday so they are coming at 4:30 today.Guess who's in charge of picking them up.Me and Caitlyn.Who ever Came up with that idea is an idiot.Did they not see her tantrum yesterday?Well I sure did and this is not a good idea. I didn't know what to do so I sat down on the couch.I turned the tv on and began to watch tv when Niall's mom said,"Harry,honey why don't you come and cook with us."
I replied,"Uhmmm well I guess.What do you need me to do?"
"You can help Dani cook the turkey."
I jumped up,turned the tv off and went to the kitchen.I walked over to Dani and started to help her with the turkey.
When it was three me and Caitlyn started to get ready to go.We hopped in the car and I started to drive.Caitlyn turned on the radio so It wasn't awkwardly silent.She kept switching the radio stations when it landed on one of our songs she quickly changed it without hesitation.I looked at her real quick and said,"Why did you change our song so quick?"
"It's just I hear you guys sing them all the time."
"Oh.Im sorry you have to drive to the airport with me."
"No,It's ok.Im sorry I freaked out on you yesterday."
"It's ok just why did you freak out so much.You know I'd never hurt you."
She was looking out the window as she said,"I know you'll never hurt me it's just.Well....."
"If you don't want to talk about It then it's ok."
"I just don't know anymore."
"Thats the thing.I don't know why?"
"Do you think I could give you a reason why?"
"What about Niall?He will be crushed."
"Do you still love him or do you still love me?"
"I love you both."
"Who can you not live without?"
"Both of you."
"If I kissed you would it change things."
"I don't know maybe you should try."
"Maybe I should."
We parked in the parking lot.I leaned closer to her.I pushed the hair out of her face and kissed her.
I pulled back and Caitlyn said all flirty,"That didn't seem to change much why don't you try again."
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Age is only a numberFanfiction
15 year old Caitlyn Philups runs into Harry Styles while jogging.She spends a day with One Direction and ends up in the hospital.Ever since she met him her life changed.