MAY 26, 2016.
It's been a whole five days since our little goodbye and still he hasn't reached out to me, personally. I wish he would have because hearing his feelings on his new track hurt my feelings.
He played me like if I was the bad guy. He had the nerve to say shit like "you were never with me" and how I don't keep it real? I was less than a month away from having his first baby and he was doing this petty as shit to me.
I didn't know what for, like did he really feel that way or did he know I was going to hear it, be mad, and call him? I couldn't comprehend how he would actually feel that way, but I guess one can't help what they feel. I can't be mad at his feelings.
Despite what I felt about the song being super petty, I couldn't deny this nigga was talented.
I'm assuming somebody told Noah the way Kentrell was with me because after like three days of speaking he just stopped randomly.
I was kind of down about that too because it's been so long since I've had a friend who wasn't Kentrell or one of the guys. It was alright though cause in about three weeks I was going to have a friend for life.
im thinking of starting
to put dates so i can
keep better track of
shit. maybe i'll only
do it sometimes tbh🤷♀️