why live when you could simply die

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one day you won't feel like this
is what i tell myself when the suicidal thoughts are too strong
one day u won't distance yourself from others
and spend all night in bed
thinking you'd be better off dead
one day you won't lie to yourself anymore
saying that "you're better" when in reality all you do is spend time with others and go to bed early so u don't have to be alone
because when you're alone you're bad
you think of all the ways you could go away
and some days the thoughts are so strong you can't think of another solution
one day i won't feel like this
but today is not that day
oh today is one of the bad ones

december 4th, 2019 (9:00 pm)

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