Did Andy MotherFucking Biersack just ask me out!? What? No. We've known eachother a day, this can't be real. What? but..I don't.. I..what? I was snapped out of my train of confusion by Andy waving his hand in front of my face."Carrrrrroooolllyyyyn?" He cooed, smiling that adorable smile. "Uh..uhm, y-yeah? what?" He tilted his head confused, raising an eyebrow. "Well? What do you say? Will you be my girlfriend?"
I turned my head, biting my lip roughly. What do I do? I can't go out with him yet, we've barely known eachother a day, I barely know him..But if I reject him, he might not let me stay, then I have nowhere to go! What do I do!? Fuck. He's staring at me again. Here goes nothing... "Andy...I'd..I'd love to." His face lit up with excitement, that's when I felt bad. "But... I can't." His face completely dropped, a tear falling down his cheek.
"What do you mean you can't!?" I sighed and looked down. "A-Andy, we've known eachother a day.." I played with the tips of my hair, standing awkwardly. "We can't go that far so soon, maybe just leave it a while?" I turned my head and looked into his eyes apologetically, his eyes were full of hurt and anger. What have I done? "Erm..f-fine." He sniffled and started to walk off, I ran up behind him and hugged him from behind. "I'm sorry Andy, I really am, please just give it some time? Please?" I was literally begging him, I couldn't bare the thought of thinking that I had hurt him."Whatever." He pushed me off of him and stormed up the stairs, leaving me standing there, alone.
I wondered around his house a little and found the kitchen, I trotted over to the fridge, picking up a leftover slice of pizza. Mmmm, cold pizza. He wouldn't mind if I ate it would he? After all he did just storm off, it's not like he told me not to..Oh well. I bit into the pizza, chewing in fast, letting the cold mush run down my throat. Mmm, it's so damn good.
Suddenly there was a yell from upstairs, then a shreik of pain. I dropped my pizza and sprinted up the stairs, kicking Andy's door open. I looked around the room frantically, I couldn't see him, but there was another door. I opened it cautiously as it revealed a bathroom, rich bastard has his own bathroom and everything. I looked around it, still nothing. Then I noticed something on the shower curtain, wait..is that blood?...FUCK. NO. I ripped the curtain open to find Andy lying there, staring at the ceiling with blood pouring out of his wrist.
"ANDY! NO!" I dove on top of him with a few bits of fabric, putting pressure on the cuts. "Andy! ANDY! Wake up, please!" He made a few mumbling noises and opened his eyes slowly, blinking a few times. "C-Carolyn?" I rubbed his cheek gently, smiling a little. "Yeah, it's me sweetie." He smiled his one sided smile, then looked down at his wrists, realising what he had done. "Fuck..."
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I'M SORRY FOR THE SHIT CHAPTER;~;
I got bored then decided to write a bit of this, but then I got bored again. So yeah, short, sweet and shit c:
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FanfictionCarolyn had an abusive childhood and grew up constantly being bullied, her only happiness was in horse riding. Could one lesson change her life forever? Find out as she meets her idol and her life changes dramatically!