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I was hurt......

Not because of them, but because Jungkook seemed relief when I said I wasn't pregnant.

Maybe I should just move away?

Tell him that I cheated on him?

Divorce?

Shaking my head, I wiped my tears.
A slight pain around my stomach, I began to caress my stomach.
Knowing Aegi might of felt pain as well, I began humming a soft lullaby.

" Aegi, how are you today?
I'm sorry your always hurting. I'm sorry for keeping you away from appa. I'm.... I'm... scared."

Shaking my head, I smiled.
My eyes a little sore, I looked around. Spotting a swing, I sat down.

Why wasn't I enough?

What do I do to make me perfect?

Tears flowing, I began sobbing.

I hated it, I hated crying.
It made me look stupid.

Memories of when I use to get bullied flooded my head.

{Flashback}

"Stupid brat, why can't you just leave and kill yourself?"

" You could've joined your parents down in hell!"

My eyes shook, I let out an angry scream grabbing a hold of her hair.

" Don't ever talk about my parents like that!" I fumed.

Her screaming made everyone look at us.
The stares and shouts telling me to stop.

" Yah! KIM YN! What are you doing to my girl friend!"

Seeing as you harshly push me away making me hit the ground.

" OPPA! She attacked me!"

Cringing, I stood up.

" Yah! She star-"

"Kim YN, Park Jieun, please come to the office."

{End of Flashback}

Remembering how you use to bully me made me more hurt.
I didn't hate you though.
I deserve it.

Yes, I was fat
Yes, I was ugly
Yes, I was nowhere near perfect.

But, still...

"You loved me either way."