Leo POV:
I never thought someday I would really wants to die so badly...like...I never thought I would come to this point of where I am right now....
disappointed
sad
Heart broken?
a lot of people hates me?
Well...*sighs* will someone really misses me if I died? I always wonder..
I'm just so freaking stupid for falling in love.
They were right, I shouldn't fall in love.
Because I'm an idiot, that's why.
I was so stupid thinking I was good enough?
I'm not
And I will never be.
But right now...I wish I never had a heart.
I wish....I could lose those feelings....they're killing me..
Causing so much pain...
It hurts....it really does.
so many people blaming me....*let out a deep breath*
The thing is, I never showed my pain to anyone, i would literally keep smiling even thought I'm dying from the inside.
It doesn't matter anymore....I can't fake it....
It hurts a lot.
my heart is broken into thousand of pieces...
I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is to act okay and always strong when in reality you're too close to the edge..
I will keep blaming myself, and no one can stop me..
Do they really....hate me that much?
Would it be so much easier if I just ended myself too?
I just....don't want them to get hurt because of me...
I used to keep telling myself that everything will be okay...but now, I don't think it will..
