Dealing with 12 soulmates (Avengers and Xmen fanfic)

Chapter 22

The songs I recorded in the studio that night were personal to me. One was about being heart broken and the other was about people taking me as I am.

You can stop, its alright
I don't wanna hear another
Sad excuse, sad excuse, no
Black and white, this ain't right
I just wanna see in color
I want love
And we know it ain't love, no

I don't wanna talk about us stuck in the motion
I don't really care what you think about, think about
So you wanna fix my heart broken heart with blue roses
But you just let me down, you let me down

How I wish that all your flowers would be enough
And I think of all the times that you broke my trust
How I wish for no more lies but they never stop
So you can take your pretty flowers and burn them up

You can take your pretty flowers
And burn them up
You can take your pretty flowers
You can take your pretty flowers
And burn them up

Waking up, looking out I can see a new beginning
Without you, without you, yeah
You can try, day and night
You just wanna kiss and make up
But I want love
And I know it ain't love, no

I don't wanna talk about us stuck in the motion
I don't really care what you think about, think about
So you wanna fix my heart broken heart with blue roses
But you just let me down, you let me down (You let me down)

How I wish that all your flowers would be enough
And I think of all the times that you broke my trust
How I wish for no more lies but they never stop
So you can take your pretty flowers and burn them up

You can take your pretty flowers
And you can burn them up
You can take your pretty flowers
You can take your pretty flowers
And burn them up

Wish that it would work
But they don't fix a thing
Your blue roses (Your blue roses)
All your blue roses, they don't mean a thing (they don't mean a thing)
Your blue roses

You can take your pretty flowers
And you can burn them up
You can take your pretty flowers
You can take your pretty flowers
And burn them up
(Blue roses by Katrina Stuart)

Did I say something stupid?
There goes one more mistake
Do I bore you with my problems?
Is that why you turn away?

Do you know how hard I tried
To become what you want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars

You say don't act like a child
But what if its a father I need?
Its not like you don't know what you got yourself into
Don't tell me I'm the one who's naive

Do you know how hard I've tried
To become who you want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars

Come on, just let it go
These are things you can't control
Your expectations, your explanations
Don't make sense to me

You and your alternatives
Don't send me to your therapists
Deep down, I know what you mean
And I'm not sure that's what I wanna be
No

Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Oh no no no

Did I say something stupid
There goes one more mistake
(Scars by Allison Iraheta)

By the time that I had fully finished and done writing the lyrics to two other songs, I left for breakfast. I was only about half hour early which meant that I had been up all night but I only have art and music this morning before I go to work at the shelter this afternoon.