Hating you

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No Ones POV

'hating you was the best thing I ever did in my entire life, without it I think I wouldn't be able to talk to you this much often or maybe not get know each other more; but it has some flaws I know, but I'm fine with it, Even If I can't express my true feelings for you, I can still hide them from saying I hate you :)' that was a note from Tom's journal. Tom was rereading it and cherish the times he wrote this

Man times flews by huh?

Everything has change except the fact the two rivals still 'hated' each other until today, Matt and Edd decided to date each other and then live on kne apartment near close to their old one

Tom and Tord was left alone on the old apartment for a year and nothing really to be honest

Still hiding, still lying, Still pretending

Tom wouldn't want their 'friendship' to be broken, By friendship I mean the only communication he got with Tord is by fighting and bickering every single day

The Fact thst they hate each other, It was the reason they became close

now Tom was preparing his stuff to leave. They finally graduated college and luckily enough found a new job right away, He was moving to a new complez apartment and live there

the only sad thing about it is, He's never gonna see Tord ever again

They parted ways, Tom decided to live to a new apartment very far away from their old, Tord decides to stay there for Edd's sake (he's not dead jesus christ) and continue living their for the redt of his life

it was fine to Tord Tom leaving cuz why the heck would he care?

they hate each other right

It was Tom who is finding this difficult, He remembered the day he talk about leaving and Tord's expression wasn't really concerning and it was nonchalantly nodded about it, It was expected to Tord would ack like that but even so, It still hurts Tom on the inside

Tom sighed

8 years of hiding my feelings to you, 8 years. I'm gonna tell you this right now Tom thought

he made up his mind that he would confess before leaving their old home, So Even if he's rejected it's okay for him, He wouldn't even see how Tord  would be cuz He's living on a new country and probably a new step and a clear sign to move on

he planned this for 8 years and theres no way backing down now

He let out a big stressful sigh and grabs his suitcase and bag, He took one ladt glance to his old bed room before giving it a close eyed smile

cherishing the days when everything was perfect and fine

but now he's gonna say goodbye to it

he made his way downstairs and saw Tord sitting on a chair in the kitchen thinking of something, His head whipped up right when he saw Tom was already leaving

"I'm gonna go now.." Tom mumbled but audible enough To Tord to hear

Tord was slightly dumbfounded and didn't know how to react about all this he thought he didn't care, but why is he feeling sadness from the pit of his stomach?

"oh uhm okay" Tord answered, He averted his eyes to the side and scratch his head, He didn't stood up from his seat

Tom was feeling odd about this was very nervous if he should tell it or not

it was now or never

Tom sighed and made Tord notice this and raise a brow

"Can I...talk to you for abit..before I leave?" Tom muttered to him, Tord nodded yes

He took a seat across from Tord and sat there face to face at the guy of hid dreams

it was very weird how they are not throwing punches and curses this time, it was a very very decent talk which rarely happens

"what do you want to talk about thomas?" Tord ask him with a hint of smug, probably just lightning up the mood

"it's about...something important" Tom swallowed his fears and brace himself for the finale

"well...what is it?" Tord was serious this time, seeing Tom behave like this it sounded it was very serious topic which is indeed for Tom

"*sigh* 8 years of hanging with you and probably fighting ang hating you was honestly the best years of my life, I wouldn't really known you if I didn't taunt you of the first day I met you and probably will never end up here saying it to you." Tom kept his gave averted all this time and fumbling his thumbs underneath the table

"go on..."

"I just wanna say before I leave that...hating you was the best thing I ever did in my entire life, without it I think I wouldn't be able to talk to you this much often or maybe not get know each other more; but it has some flaws I know, but I'm fine with it, Even If I can't express my true feelings for you, I can still hide them from saying I hate you" And with that Tom stood up from his seat and grabs his bags and sprint out of the house

but before he could touch the doorknob someone called out to him

"Tom I love you"

It widen Tom's eyes and made him tilt his head backwards and saw Tord reaching out on him

Tears were now srpoutic to his void eyes and was still gripping the handles on his bag

"I don't know why I didn't notice this earlier but I do love you" Tord was speaking in his fonding voice which Tom adored for 8 whole years

"a-all this time...I thought you wouldn't feel the same w-way" Tom cracked his voice and a tear rolled down to his blushing cheeks

"All the time I hated you!" He yelled at him

"I hate you so much Tord, You don't know how much I do...." Tom spat at him with sadness and sorrow

"well...I hate you too if that's how you interpret 'I love you' in your own language" Tord gave him a sad smime and then stood up from his seat walker closer to Tom but a few inches and lower his head to Tom height so he can see Tom's beautiful face

"I really really hate you Tom, you don't how much I wanna say that to you" Tord let out a toothy grin and rub his head nose to the brit's just to make him laugh

Tom did laugh at this and wipe his tears away and look at Tord

"If I hate you is our 'I love you' then we already been saying I love you this whole time" Tom muttered to Tord now hugging him

"ever since the day we met" Tord whispered to him

"hey...I love you" Tom said before connecting his lips to the norwegian and Held him close

Tord pulled away and said "I hate you too"

They kissed passionately and make out some more after

Tord convince Tom to stay with him instead and live here again, Tom happily obliged and cuddled Tord through the whole day

'I finally confessed to him, didn't know I could do it, Just wanna say to Past Tom I finally did it, With much love and care Present Tom- :)'

The End-

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now that's a generic TomTord oneshot ;)

what you guys think?

hope you like it tho!

bye

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