Erkenci Kus Episode Recaps 1-51

Erkenci Kus episode 8 recap

19. Mivkebe showing restraint when being talked down to by muzzo's mom .....poor mivkebe she looks like she was really effected by her statement ...and then she goes and starts to work at the store

20. Sanem at th divit house

a. The first of Sanem's inner voice

b. Sanem asking to work at the divit house- Can:"of course you cant come up with a logical reason"...I love when she says "evet"- like in her earlier explanation in an episode when he asked her to say a logical explanation and she said "no sometimes logic defies reason"

c. Can asks if she is staying bc she feels guilty about yesterday...no I don't feel guilty uff Sanem no not guilty just devastated.... Him hearing she doesn't feel guilty hurts him

d. Can says fast you can stay here as long as you want without even asking

e. He begs her to stay- "Sanem, Gitme lutfen"- please don't leave ... sigh his look he gives her then was everything clearly he wasn't talking about work

f. She thinks her excuses were clever and she is proud of herself...girl he just didn't want you to leave either why cant you see that

g. He brings her tea... so not boss of him to do

h. Smart Can bey sitting in window view of Sanem

i. Sigh... them both pretending they are staring at each other with longing ... it is so sad seeing them so far apart from each other

j. Can needing to use the computer- he is so flabbergasted he cant figure out how to charge the laptop...because he's supposed to be staying away from Sanem ...awwww he's being a nervous goof and its so endearing

k. It is better here- bc of the glare lol I see you Can bey

l. Can catches Sanem staring at him and gives a small smile

m. looking at Can lustfully, Sanem says out loud,"How could this be possible"...lmao we wonder too... he hears her and says what? Then Sanem plays it cool and walks off with her "numb leg that fell asleep"

n. Can: How do you write your novel...Sanem: with pen and paper. it seems more poetic to me but I gave up writing because I decided it was impossible for me to be a writer so I gave it up....Can looks so worried about Sanem and her giving up her dreams it really bothers him

o. Lmao Can watching Sanem while he makes tea the look he gives is as if she is in a bikini a sprinkler rather than just fixing her hair and biting a pen... he wants her bad....Sanem don't do that.....eek he didn't mean to say that out loud lol

p. Can suggests them going somewhere to eat and she again does not get it ...Sanem thinks he's trying to get rid of her. Sanem's response makes Can think Sanem thinks his suggestion is crossing a line... but she doesn't get it ....Can says "you probably think that was out of line suggesting to go out." Sanem responds,"what do you mean?"...then he just looks defeated not wanting to rehash her objection of him by the rocks. Can says looking down sad, "you can leave if you want to sanem"... she says I want to....grrrr girl no you don't shut up and stay. He walks her to the door only with her permission – ufff this boys manners I cant with his sad face

q. They both don't want her to leave- she holds out her hand to shake his hand goodbye and he brings her in for a hug...we really needed that 360 viewed hug because this hurts and it makes it a little better. They both don't want to break from that hug....Can strokes Sanem's hair before letting go... oh my heart is breaking

r. Can: You don't have to leave the office sanem you wont have to see my face... Sanem: I don't want to work there anymore... Can sees her throwing away her life with writing and with her job and it hurts him to see it... Can: I still cant figure you out after all of this you are a knot that is still untied....gahhh we know from later episodes ayse brings back this idea from 40+ about knots representing love memories to a sailor... he ties them later to strengthen their love