Retired Poems(ages 13-16ish)

I Promise

This is a happy poem about love, before Jimmy and I were a couple. When we were friends and I was falling in love with him. I'd never stop thinking about him, and before all this happiness and acceptance there was lots of fear. I have a few poems on that in the flash drives too, just wanna test a few poems before I go adding things like crazy. I got over the fear of course, and we did end up dating up until I was 15-

Apparently I broke my promise.

This poem is so ironic. It's hard to swallow the truth.

Somehow I've just realized my heart is always pounding,

Sometimes I hold my breath just to find out if it slows

Some things are unavoidable. Fate, all for me, astounding

Never ceasing to amaze me, as every feeling lingers, grows

I need it, I need you Jimmy. I'd tell you if I could

I want it, every second with you, feeling love

Please don't alert time, I'm falling faster than I should

I'll only drop down there with the world If I must

I'm so comfortable resting, my new home, cloud number nine.

I'm always waiting for you, wishing for you here

All I do is think, hope, imagine, talk about you being mine

Only to be frozen, stuttered, tongue-tied, when you're near

You make me feel tickles though my chest to my tongue

You give me feelings I get hot cheeked just thinking about

Jimmy, love of mine, I promise you'll always be the only one

I'm just so nervous, expressing something without an amount

It's more than my mind can grasp, or ever hold on to

What I wouldn't give to grasp you: perfection, instead.

I'll love you eternally, I know it's what I'm here to do

Every slow second I count that you're away, is a moment I dread