Stall 2

Chapter 28.

"I'm in love with Mary Jane
She's my main thing
She makes me feel alright
She makes my heart sing"

A/N: I'm baaack. I missed you.
This is long so saddle up.

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July 2nd.

Just wondering? Just fucking wondering?

Well I'm just fucking wondering how he can ask something like that and act like everything is fucking bippity boppity boo! Completely normal!

We've been watching too much Disney, I've got that damn Cinderella song stuck in my head.

I haven't been able to get the question he asked me out of my head, why would he ask me that?

Has he been thinking about marriage? Would he ever want to get married?

Honestly the notion of that had been the furthest thing from my mind and now he's planted a seed there that won't stop growing.

I don't know how to bring it up to him, so I'm just kind of waiting to see if he does. I honestly never really thought about the idea of that when it comes to him.

I've never really cared about marriage, I was never day dreaming of white dresses or a big wedding when I was growing up. I'm not against marriage, I've just never really felt much about it either way. It's never been a goal of mine, I just wanted to be happy with the person I loved.

But it's something I definitely never thought I'd hear come out of Harry's mouth, and I was totally okay with that. I didn't expect that from him.

Andy was always so hell bent on marriage, and thinking back I remember always trying to avoid the conversation. To him it was just another step in his life plan, another business agreement. He always acted like I should be flattered that he entertained the idea of marrying me and to be honest it bothered me that he just assumed I would have said yes.

I've caught myself just peering at Harry periodically tonight, trying to figure out what's been going through his head and when he catches me he just gives me a strange look like 'why are you staring at me like that?'

I'm staring at you like that because you're acting like you didn't give me a brain aneurysm last night, you clueless bastard.

Thankfully having Jimmy, Steve, Sophie and Jacob here tonight has been a distraction, so I have breaks from driving myself mental over it.

Don't overthink it. Maybe he was just curious.

God I bet google had something to do with this.

Aside from all of that, tonight has actually been great. I thought Harry might be a bit too overwhelmed by having so many people put so much focus on his birthday but he seems to be taking it in his stride.