Whats the purpose?

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I said that I'd stay away
And That I'd leave you alone
I said what I said
And sometimes I wish I didn't
Cause every time I do
Things change and you come around
Then I'm left falling back in

I promised that I'd let you go
That I'd give you up
And every time I do this
I'm found coming back for more

What's the purpose?
Of trying to distance myself
If I always end up back at your door
What's the purpose?
Of pushing you away
When we always find a way back to each other

This feels like a sick game
Of cat and mouse
Where we're switching roles every turn
And though, I fight it
I enjoy the chase
Is that insanity?

I promised that I'd let you go
That I'd give you up
And every time I do this
I'm found coming back for me

What's the purpose?
Of trying to distract myself
If I always end up back at your door
What's the purpose?
Of pushing you away
When we always find a way back to each other

Why can't I just stick to my words
When I say that I'll stay away from you
Is it because I know they're not tried
Is it because you know it too?

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