everything is my fault

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i'm sorry my poems suck
i'm sorry i'm so sad all the time
i'm sorry i can't come on here with the intention of giving u hope to keep going
i'm sorry for everything i do
i wish i could wake up this morning and smile
knowing that i will get better
but i've been waiting to get better for far too long
and it feels as if i've only gotten worse with time
i'm sorry i can't put on my happy mask for all of u
i'm sorry that i think about dying a lot
i know it's wrong
it's wrong to want to die when i've been blessed with the ability to wake up
to walk
to talk and hear and see
to be a white teenage girl in a middle class family while there are people who face struggles just for being themselves
i guess i'm sorry for that too

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