One cut for being hopeless.
Two for wanting to die.
Five for feeling like nothing.
Ten for not being able to try.
Twenty for losing my sanity.
Fifty for eating today.
Eighty for not staying strong.
One Hundred to make the pain go away.
Two Hundred for being dishonest,
Five hundred for losing there trust.
Eight hundred for losing myself,
One thousand for insisting, "I must."
Two thousand for not being happy,
Five thousand for being so weak.
Eight thousand for lying so often,
Ten thousand for not being able to speak.
One hundred thousand, it's not a lot.
Five hundred thousand, fuck it.
A million, why not?
