Pain

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Sweat rolls down my face. I lift the bar, 45 on each side. The pain, it hurts. Yet, I can't stop. I can't

I step up to the plate. My heart racing a million beats a minute. One foot steps up, the the next. The number shoots up, then down. Then up again. I cry, and cry. Seeing that number again. All my work, all the pain, gone, down the drain.

My bed sounds nice right about now. I sleep and hope I never wake up. Light beams through my blinds and the smell of breakfast fills my room. I walk upstairs and breakfast is on the table. It looks so good.

Yet, I can't eat. The number stamps into my head. My stomach turns. I'm hungry, or I just hate that number. Lunch comes and all I eat is half a sandwich.

Dinner, nothing. I step on the scale. Down one number. I hate it, I hate it.

Months go by, there's nothing on me but skin and bone. I'm happy, i'm finally happy.

...

I hear the sirens getting closer. The room starts spinning. I'm on a stretcher. I just wanted to be pretty.

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