Luke
After sitting there, thinking about how lucky that girl is and how unlucky I am, I decided to just go to sleep that night, and when I woke up the next morning, I felt even worse about myself.
"Luke," Ashton said, straddling my shoulders over and over again to wake me up, and I could barely even see him until I was fully awake. My breath hitched and I sat up quickly, trying to push him away in a friendly way.
"Are you okay?" He exclaimed, looking at me with concerned eyes. I gave him a confused expression and he only sighed, pointing to my cheeks. He gave me a sad smile and I furrowed my eyebrows before walking into the bathroom to look into the mirror.
Fuck. You can tell I cried myself to sleep. "Oh, its nothing, really, I'm fine Ash," I retorted, blinking multiple times to try to show it wasn't obvious that I cried again. "Are you sure? You don't look okay."
"I'm fine," I snapped, sighing while sitting on my bed, "Did you sleep well?" He nodded and gave me his full of joy smile that he always has and retorted, "Yes, I had a dream that Jenny and I became a thing and we went on this cute date and I don't even know why I was dreaming about her but it was great."
I rolled my eyes at him talking about Jenny, he sounded so in love but he doesn't even know her and she doesn't know him like I do. Luckily, he didn't see my expression and he just shook his head, resting his hand on my thigh.
"Anyways," He sighed, sadness clearly in his voice, "Michael and Calum wanted to hang with me today but I told them I'd only go if they invite you."
I never understood why Calum and Michael didn't like me. They don't hate me but I'm not exactly their favorite person to see, either. I know because every time I was with them, I wouldn't speak even if they tried to get me to.
"Oh, cool," I replied, looking out of my window and moving towards the corner of the bed where the walls were. He pouted and gave me puppy dog eyes, and retorted, "Please Lukey? I really want to hang with them but it won't be fun without you," and with him being the adorable little shit he is, I couldn't say no.
"Thank you! I love you so much," He smiled, pulling me into a hug. "No you don't," I replied, my voice cracking slightly. Ashton pulled away and scratched the back of his neck, showing confusion in his eyes.
"Nothing, Ash, don't worry about it." He just shrugged and walked away, leaving me there to cradle my face into my knees and rock back and fourth.
Its okay Luke, its okay.
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"Ready?" Ashton questioned, standing at the door with my car keys in his hands. "Ready," I confirmed, grabbing my jacket off of the hook and joining him by the door.
After locking it, we walked to the car and he made the decision of driving since I seem too down in the dumps to focus on the road. He's not wrong though. I am upset, but not for the reason he believes anyway.
Ashton put the key in the ignition and we drove off, heading wherever Michael and Calum told him to meet them. I wasn't looking forward to this but I'll do anything if it makes Ashton happy.
"We are here," Ashton said, flipping down the car mirror to check and see if his hair was okay. I growled and got out of the car, heading towards the place we stopped at, called 'Bath and Body Works'.
Secretly, I was happy about going here. Ashton told me that this place was too girly to be seen at, so I just agreed with him but I never admitted that I liked it. It always smells amazing in there with their lotions, body sprays, perfumes, candles and cologne's.
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Liar Liar | Lashton
FanfictionLuke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communicati...