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I didn't write anything at the top of the other chapter oops....hi

Also, here's some irony for ya

The boys went off the stage and Louis' breathing went back to normal. Niall and Liam went to the room, but Harry and Zayn stayed with Louis.

"What happened out there?"

"I don't know Zayn."

"Lou, what's wrong?"

"Nothing. Just, leave it"

"No, Louis, we're not leaving it, the other twats may not have noticed but we fucking did. So what's wrong"

"I don't know, Zayn! I don't know. I guess, I just, had an anxiety attack thing"

"But you've not-"

"I know Harry, I've not had one in ages, I know. That's why it was hard to control. Just leave it ok"

Louis walked off to his and Zayns room leaving Zayn and Harry in the hall. "What do we do now?"

"I don't know, Everytime he had one I would calm him down and stop it, but-"

"He wants nothing to do with you"


"Last time I saw him have one was when you two had a really bad argument in 2014ish, so, I don't know what to do"

"He's getting worse"

"I know, I'll speak with him, you go with the others"

"Ok, take care of him Zayn"

"I will Harry don't worry" Zayn walked off toward his and Louis' room. And turned back to Harry "we still need to get you two back togeth-"

Harry chased Zayn down the hall until Zayn ran into the safety of his room. To which he saw Louis curled up on the couch, asleep. It looked as if he had cried himself to sleep and Zayn felt really bad. He was meant to be his best friend. The friend he trusts most. But instead he stopped talking to him for no reason, didn't help Louis get through the death of his mum and sister, and slept with his ex who he loved so much and still loves the same amount he did then.

Zayn sighed and sat down on the floor in front of Louis and stroked through his hair. Louis moved a little and hummed, "Louis?"


"Wanna talk about what happened?"

"No, not really"

"Well, I'm going to get it out of you one way or another" Zayn stayed stroking though Louis' hair. It was a peaceful silence, a silence only Zayn and Louis could have around them.



"Do you think my life has fallen to shit?"

"I think, you've have terrible things happen around you and your trying your best to cope with it all, but your life hasn't fallen to shit. Not yet"

Louis sat up and rubbed his eyes. Zayn sat next to Louis and let him eat his head on his lap. Louis looked up at Zayn with wide eyes "what do you mean "not yet"?"

"I just mean, if you push Harry away it'll get worse and you'll never have him back. And if you get addicted to drugs like I did then, your life will get even worse and you'll be putting it at risk. Just, please, if you start using please tell me so I can help before it gets worse" Zayn said all this without knowing Louis was using. Louis was ashamed of what he was doing, and he knew Zayn would be to.

"I will" he wouldn't. "We, I need to go toilet quick"


Louis ran to the bathroom. He was shaking and crying. He took another line in. He wasn't addicted. He wasn't. Not yet anyway.

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