Maybe it gets me upset.
Just a little, though.
I refuse to believe that he was the best part of my day, all the while in the back of my head knowing that all you want is to be in my shoes right now.
I refuse to believe that his smile is golden, him getting close is just coincidence to how I'm feeling, and not him feeling the same way.
I refuse to believe in him.
Thought I had feelings, but I don't.. also this isn't about the guy I usually write about.. 😗