77. Fighting about the Truth

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Harry’s POV

“Why did you?” Elizabeth asked me her voice still sounding a bit groggy and strained.  I looked into her eyes and pursed my lips together into a tight line.

“It’s not that easy to explain, Elizabeth. Besides, I don’t think-“

“Well try!” Elizabeth snapped scowling at me. I raise my eyebrows in surprise and blink at her.

“I’m so sick of you hiding things from me. I know I’m sounding hypercritical but I don’t care.” Elizabeth shook her head at me. I couldn’t help but stand up and scowl at her.

“Now, you know everything about me and at least what I hid away from you didn’t put you in danger!” she added.

I shook my head. “It put you in danger!” I said motioning my hands towards her, and she rolled her eyes.

“Harry, that is not the point. You lost control and I need to know why.”

I shook my head. “No Elizabeth, there is no reason why you should now. It’s in the past it’s over” I said turning around to walk out the door.

“Harry Styles!” Elizabeth yelled and I stopped in my tracks letting out a deep sigh. 

Elizabeth’s POV

I stood up as I watched him walk to the door. “Harry Styles!” I yelled scowling at him. Through the material of his black shirt I saw his muscles tense and his shoulder raised letting out a deep sigh in frustration.

“Harry, you have to tell me. I can’t go on like this knowing that there is a reason why you do this”

Harry turned his head over his shoulder. “It’s in the past Elizabeth” he said in exasperation, still not facing me. I rolled my eyes. “It’s in the past. It happened, it’s done”

“It’s done? Are you serious, Harry?” I yelled, clearly he is not understanding where I am coming from.  “You almost killed me!”

“I know that!” He snapped quickly turning around, facing me. His eyes were blazing into mine, anger was clearly shown but I am not too sure if his anger was towards me.

“Then how can you say that it’s in the past like it doesn’t matter?”

“Of course it matters, Elizabeth. I just told you that I fucked up!”

“Then tell me what the hell is going on Harry. Just tell me. What is this dark secret that is killing you inside? “

“I can’t tell you Elizabeth!”

“Why not?” I pressed. Harry tilted his head to the side and pursed his lips stalking towards me grabbing me by my upper arms and shook me.

“I can’t protect you that’s why!”  He yelled in my face and I look at him with wide eyes, not in fear but in shock. 

We both stare at each other not knowing what else to say and I didn’t know how to respond. Harry let out a troubled sigh and released his hold from my upper arms.

“Look Elizabeth, I’ll tell you what you need to know” he nodded motioning his hand towards the bed signaling me to sit down, and I oblige.

Harry slowly moved and sat next to be as if he was being extra cautious about it step he made. He swallowed and bit on his lower lip before turning his head up to look at me.

“Look, I told you that I am not like the rest of the lads.” He started to explain and I nodded.

“Of course, I know”

“Remember how I told you that before I came here that I was with Dominic, and how my features change whenever I get angry?” I nodded again, but slower this time. Where is he going with this?

“The reason is because I’m like Dominic I am not meant to be good.” He said shaking his head. “I’m not an angel like the rest of them. I mean yes, I was one but it changed when I fell.”

I nodded. “Right, and you told me before that it wasn’t normal for an angel to fall when their mate wasn’t waiting for them down here on Earth.”

Harry nodded. “Exactly, and I told you that there are many people like me, however, it’s been a while since people like me started to come around again.” I looked at him, listening to every word that rolled off his tongue.

“Anyways, like I said I am not meant to be good. So there is the bad side of me that takes control sometimes, which is why I did what I did to you.” He mumbled looking down then back up at me as if he was ashamed.

“I try to control it, I really do but it’s very difficult.” Harry said turning away from me looking blankly forward.  “I blank out and it’s as if nothing matters to me and all I think about it killing someone and drain every ounce of blood out of their bodies” He said gesturing with his hands, a ghost of a small smirk plays on his pink plump lips causing me to shuddered. Harry senses my discomfort and turns to look at me with soft green eyes.

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