I still can't wrap my mind around this. I'm pregnant. Tobias and I are having a baby. Well......maybe. The thought of our child dying because of me makes my eyes water as I walk to our apartment.
I quickly unlock and open the door, and sit on the couch. Tobias isn't home yet. Should I tell him today? Should I wait a few days? Weeks? I won't start showing for a few months. That is--if the baby makes it.
I'm scared. I'm so, so scared. Burying my face into a pillow, I sob. We weren't supposed to have a baby for another 2 years! And, when we did have a baby, it wasn't supposed to be at risk!
Eventually, I cry myself to sleep.
"Tris?" I hear.
It's Tobias. Oh God. I'm not telling him. Not now.
"Hey." I say quietly.
"What did the doctor say?" He asks.
I start breathing heavily, and my stomach churns. "Just a--a stomach bug."
"Ok. Did she give you any medicine?" He looks at me worriedly.
"No. She said it would go away on its own." And that's partly true. Our baby might go away.
I slowly sit up, and Tobias asks if I want to get dinner in the cafeteria. I decide we should go to take my mind off of the baby.
When we get there, I discover they're serving hamburgers and fries. Yum!
Wait.... I have to eat healthy for our child. I want to give it its best chance.
"Tobias.... I'm not feeling very hungry. You know with a stomach bug and everything." I say.
"Oh, right. Well, maybe you should go home. I didn't think about Christina and her baby. You wouldn't want to get her sick. It's probably not good for her or the child." He says.
I nod, trying not to cry. If he cares for her baby, he would care so much for ours.
Walking silently back to our home, I ponder telling Tobias about our baby sooner. I don't know if I should. What if the baby dies? He would be heart broken. But, he deserves to know. This is his child.
I realize that I actually am hungry. Very hungry. I'm eating for 2 now. After grabbing veggies out of the fridge, I make myself a salad. I try and eat it quickly before Tobias gets back.
Luckily, I finish right as he opens the door.
"So Tris, what are we planning on for training tomorrow?" Tobias asks, sitting next to me.
I can't go to training. It would put our baby at risk.
"I'm not feeling well. I don't think going to training tomorrow would be a good idea." I lie.
"But you've been going this whole week." Tobias is getting suspicious of me. Now I'm nervous.
"I-I just feel worse today, so I don't think I should go to training tomorrow." I stutter.
"Ok." He doesn't look convinced.
"Wanna go to bed?" I ask, trying to change the subject.
He nods. We both change and lay down. My back is against his chest, and his hand wraps around my waist, and settles near my stomach.
He's already protective of this baby and he doesn't even know about it. Tears swim in my eyes. Stupid hormones.
"Goodnight Tris. I love you." He says.
"I love you too Tobias."
Tris has been acting really different ever since she's come from the doctors appointment. Is there something she's not telling me?
What if she has a disease? Oh God I hope not.
I don't really know what to think.
I decide to sleep, and address it in the morning.
I wake up a little before Tris, and play with her hair. Her back is on my chest.
Soon, she wakes up.
"Morning." She mumbles while stretching.
"Hey." I smile a little at her.
She gets up and practically sprints to the bathroom. Once I register what's happening, I run after her.
As she pukes I hold back her hair. This is disgusting.
After she's done, she manages to spit out a "thanks".
"Tris? What did the doctor really say?" I ask.
Her eyes grow wide and she stutters, "T-Tobias I just have the flu or something. That's all."
I don't believe her. But, I decide to drop it for now. I need to get ready for training.
"You sure you don't want to come to work?"
She nods her head.
After getting ready, and kiss her on the cheek.
"I love you. I'll be back after training."
A/N: Hey guys! Chapter 2! Was it any good?
I snuck a OUAT quote/phrase in here... 😏
I'm hoping to update pretty regularly, but I have an extremely busy schedule.
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AOTD: Once Upon A Time!!!!!!
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This is a sequel to my first book "Fourtris Forever"! Both books have ALLEGIANT SPOILERS! This will be set a few years from the ending of Fourtris Forever. I hope y'all enjoy! Please read my first book before this one! If you don't you will be confu...