Uncertain Unity Can/Sanem

⚘Chapter-Thirteen⚘

"Ok...then if he's your husband...why did you just panic?"

"Ayhan...please." Sanem said closing her eyes for a moment. "Ok...Ok look remember your birthday well I found out I was pregnant that morning. After I left you all at the restaurant...I was taken from my door step. Well....he was there Ayhan...he came to that place a few days later...I can't remember really."

Sanem put a hand to her forehead...'Oh God' she thought 'Why did this have to happen?...just as I'm trying to cope...trying to get in with things normally. Or as normal as can be.'

"What do you mean he was there." Ayhan was shocked, "Sanem are you trying to say your husband abducted you. He was the one that has caused you this much..." Ayhan continued but was cut off by Sanem.

"No...Ayhan he didn't touch me...I didn't even know if he was really in the room or just a fragment of my imagination. I couldn't really remember...I was so out of it... but now you say he was at my door. Why would he be looking for me now, if not for that reason?"

"Well let's go to the police..." Ayhan said standing up... she was ready in an instance.

"What!!...and say what...'My husband was the one who took me?' at the time when I gave my statement I didn't remember he was there. No Ayhan I can't really remember." Shaking her head "No...I just want to put it all behind me, I'll find another apartment."

"But Sanem what if he comes again."

Sighing "Ayhan...he has no business with me...I won't be seeing him again." Sanem started to walk away... Ayhan caught her hand.

"Hang on a minute....did you say you were pregnant?"

"Yes...Hmm...Over 9 weeks, I lost the baby..." Sanem swallowed the lump in her throat...fighting back the tears. However they had started to flow on their own accord.

"Oh my love...I'm so sorry." Ayhan hugged her tightly "You should have told me." She broke the hug and looked at Sanem.

"I'm ok Ayhan...it was hard. The fluke marriage...then all of a sudden a baby. It just wasn't meant to be and maybe it's good in a way. I have nothing that ties me to that man." Rubbing her tear stricken eyes "Come on what time is the first viewing."

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Can

It had been a few weeks since he had gone undercover. He hadn't been counting on it to be this difficult. Human trafficking...it was a complicated assignment...and it looked like it would possibly take more than the three months they had originally thought. It disgusted him...how the world was full of monsters like the people he had seen since he had gone undercover with this assignment.

For the first time since he had started his career in the force...he was in doubt, wishing he was elsewhere. Before he had taken on this assignment he knew his heart wasn't fully in it. But he had gone straight into it wanting to keep himself busy. This had all been before she'd come into his previous assignment.

He had continuously signed up for assignments for the past year. Once he had signed up for an assignment there was no way out... unless it was an emergency. However no one knew of his marriage...so there was no way he could back out. Which at this point would have been the best option.

He sighed...for as long as he could remember all he had wanted to be was a cop...an undercover agent going under cover. The thrill of it and when they had achieved the result they had been working for...made all the hard work worth while in the end. Until the previous assignment.. they had achieved their final goal, but at what cost?

That was one of the reasons he wasn't in a permanent relationship. In fact he had kept a distance....and never let anyone close for it to get serious. His job was stressfull enought without having to worry about another human being. He didn't want to be tied down....it wasnt so much being tied down but more or not having to worry about someone. He had been doing so well...turning against his Anne in reguards to marriage.

He wasn't ready for the responsibility of another human being. Then doing just that....it was ridiculous. He'd barley seen her a few times but it was enough.

Rubbing his beard he could not forget her no matter how hard he tried he could not get his mind off her. And now beacause of his irresponsibility... they had created a baby. She should have told him...damn it...the baby had also been part of him and he hadn't even know.

Ok so they hardly knew each other but look where those few times had bought them now...closing his eyes a tear escaped his eye's without even realising it. He was crying...crying for the child he hadn't even know about and would never meet. How could she have done it...in her condition put herself in that postion, in that danger.

Damning himself...with everything at the tips of his fingers he couldn't find one simple petite...auburn haired girl. At least he knew she was alive...taking a deep breath...he shook it off. He needed his full concentration.

After this assignment had been completed he would Find that girl...search ever corner of the world if he had to. Put an end to this marriage...he needed her out if his system. He couldn't take the distraction she caused within him.

He had booked some well needed time off. He would go and spend some time with his parents. Relish in his Anne's cooking in her pampering, chill with his Baba.

When he he was free of the marriage bussiness. Maybe he would go out on a few dates...get that girl out his mind...once and for all. Her beautiful eye's and luscious lips....Oh God...there he goes again his mind was wondering off. He definitely needed some time away. After meeting with his handler he headed back.