my-boyfriends a.... ghost!

I want to be like all the other gurls in my school,cool,popular,a hot babe, pretty,a rockin hot body football playing boy friend,noticed.But it look like i'll never be that any time soon. im a loser at heart no one wants me no one care's for me im like a wall "jus...there. my mom always tell me be happy for who i am, be gratefull.BUT TO HELL WITH THAT I WANT TO BE SOME ONE! some one alive rather than un-noticed and dead like.Im sarrah lee kenderson. I dont like my name because i dont have my own its sarrah lee like a food brand and its kenderson like henderdon but with a k. im 15 years old a sophmore an as you can tell, im a nerd. I go to farrahmore highschool. Theres nothing special about me i have no talent, i have no friends or hobby's i dont go out to the movies were make up, hang around a resturant's parking lot rockin out. im just me. Im just there. I feel like im leaving something out oh its nothing majr really except MY BOYFRIEND'S A GHOST! WHAT! yor boyfriends a ghost! your thinking. Yea he's a ghost but before you juge him you shoud know why i love him let me explain how this whole thing happend.here is the normal life of me sarrah lee the girl name thats meat!

It all started at farrahmore high october 21 2007the day week i fell in love with a ghost

I was walkinghome from a long da of torture and pain at school all I wantedtodo when I got home was curl in bed and wtch tv i need rest.The fall leaves ried as i stepped on them reminding me of my heart crunchy. some one called my name. wow someone called my name. I loked back and it was stevinson a popular football player.

"hey sarah lee wait up!"

He called

"Yea"

I said

"uh hey sarah i know this is akward, me talking to you-"

"very!" i interupted him.

"so uh, yea i know you dont have a date for the halloween dance,-"

"Wait, how are you just gonna assume that i dont have date?"

I didnt want to ruin him talking to me so im not gonna say anything else if he dont dsay anything to me i dont want to blow it.

"Well i heard you telling makenzi your not going because your not going because its awaste well figured if i take her to the dance she'd like me more and she would go." he explained

"oh.he he that was a good idea." i said looking down.

"so do i have a shot?"

"i'll think about it!" i played

"i take that as a no."

He started to walk off on me i was just kiddin'. I grabbed his hand

"hey jus playin sue ya do!"

"cool call me heres my number! great cant wait"

He ran off

" me niether." isaid to my self.

something didnt seem right about thtis i ean all of a sudden stevensn tyler is crushing on me? Isnt that against the popular ppl law to go with someone like me? something was fishy and i have to find out. ow im puzzled shud i folw my first mind and investigate or follow my second mind and leave it alone because it might not be a trick. i dont know but i'll find ot I just have to be prepaared for the results.