~Put Yourself First~

~Sauce~

I'm chilling in my room flipping through the channels of my boring ass school cable, and I get a call from Chris and of course I am in one of my girly moods of not wanting to be bothered so I ignored the call. This nigga text me and say " So when I tell your ass I have to tell you something don't ignore me!" I finally called his extra ass back for him to tell me the tea. He told me " MATTER OF FACT OPEN YOUR DORM!" I got up open the door and there was standing Chris ass with a grin on his face like you can run but you cannot hide looking ass !

We started catching up or whatever and he was like "girl I got to tell you some shit because I know the type of female that you are and I feel I would be less of a friend if I did not tell you." At this point I knew it was some bullshit on the way. He was like " Your man been talking to a female that goes by the name of Brittany, and he been laying up with her also!" Now ladies how I have always been was to never just hop off of what one person tells me being that I have always found that some people tell you shit to see you down bad. So I had been started taking notes of this lame ass nigga game ( my ex) because this is not the first time of me hearing he was fucking with other individuals but it was not shawty name Chris had just said. If everyone have been keeping up you know at this point me and his pathetic ass was not together but as a women I deserve to know what is the reason of him performing these actions.

I immediately ended the convo with Chris and say I'll be right back because I was going to go see this boy and see where his head was at. He decided he wanted to talk when I got there but was moving like a snail. So I confronted him about names I continued to hear about while we were in a relationships and now the name I just received from my homeboy Chris. He looked stunned when I said all the names which told me it was true. I am a boss ass female and I don't like to cry but it hurt me to see a man that I literally gave my all to go away and fuck on the next piece of meat. Boy I put a roof over your head, clothes on your back, food in your stomach, and the list can go on. I never was the one to throw up what I have done for someone because it was out of the kindness of my heart but that day sitting there I noticed that my kindness did not deserve this wack ass boy disrespect and I was going to move on but before I moved on I had to show him how much of a real woman I was. I hit up all of the females and ask them to meet me so I could put them up on game and shake hands with THEM BECAUSE LADIES THESE FEMALES OWE US NO LOYALTY IF THEY ARE NOT OUR FRIENDS!!! So I asked him to come with me to remove all his belongings out of my room and in the mist of walking we met up with the 1st female I exposed his bs to her in front of him and seen what his reactions would be. I really did not give af about the females but I am a business woman and you will not have me out here looking fool. So with that being said we finished with the 1st girl went to the next and she was pissed so sis feelings was real attached to this boy lol but baby you are not the only one who he played, and lastly we met up with the special lady of the hour lol the new comer who was devastated because she had given him her special prize and the only thing this boy can say is that he did not know!!! LOL he is WEIRD ASF AND LAME FOR PLAYING WITH me and all THESE FEMALES HEARTS WHEN His ASS HAVE A WHOLE FEMALE he moved in with and when he didn't have a place to lay He LIVE WITH My FAMILY .

I SAY THIS LADIES DO NOT LET A NIGGA DISRESPECT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY BECAUSE AT TH PASTE HE WAS MOVING HE DID NOT CARE ABOUT NO ONE BUT HIMSELF. IF YOU SEE SIGNS LIKE THIS YOU NEED TO TALK BEFORE MAKING BIG DECISONS BUT I PROMISE YOU ONCE YOU LET THE LECHE LOOSE YOU WILL FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER AND ONCE A LIAR ALWAYS A LIAR. ONLY 5% OF MAN WILL ACTUALLY WORK THEIR ASS OFF TO KEEP HIS QUEEN. WHAT AMAZED ME IS THAT I AM A VERY OPEN PERSON AND UNDERSTANDING SO IF HE WANTED TO DO ANY OF THE ABOVE ALL HE HAD TO DO WAS KEEP IT 100 WHICH WE ALL SEE HE COULD NOT...... AFTER WE WERE OFFICALLY DONE I FELT LIKE A NEW ONE I LET ALL OF THE HURT GO. I COULD NOT KEEP UP WITH THE FIGHTING, ARGUING, CHEATING, AND ACCUSING. I REMOVED HIM FROM EVERYTHING INCLUDING MY APARTMENT. WHICH I HAD DECIDED I WOULD BE MOVING OUT OF TWO BECAUSE I HAD TO MANY BAD MEMORIES IN THE APARTMENT AND I WAS READY TO BE NEW AND FREE. AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I DID MOVED ON BOSSED UP AND FOCUSED ON MYSELF.

I KNOW EVERYONE WONDERS IF ME AND HIM STILL TALK NO HE DOES CALL OCCASIONALLY TO CHECK ON ME BUT NOTHING MORE BECAUSE WE ARE BOTH AT BETTER PLACES IN OUR LIFES.

I HOPE YALL ENJOYED MY FIRST SHORT STORY IT WAS JUST THE START OF TELLING MY JOURNEY AND LETTING WOMEN KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL , SMART, AND SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE QUEENS 24/7.

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