What I feel like is going on in my head. An image black and white and fuzzy. Just blurs of emotions.
Always wondering when will the color seep back.
When will I be able to feel happy like I once was.
But depression doesnt come and go.
Its always been there just slowly creeping in.
Making you feel less each and every time.
No wonder I feel so alone.
It finally moved in this time.
Not leaving ever-present.
But that is all I have to deal with in my own head.
But when will I ever get to rest.
Im tired of the pain.
Im tired of the negativity.
When will I get a feeling positivity?
I just want to feel something.
Something that doesn't lead me feeling last.
Something that makes me feel wanted.
But i guess that's in the past.
I'm struggling more and more with this.
I just want a moment of relief.
Screw this I am going to just sleep.
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Poetry
PoetryThese are mostly free verses or just random thought that I put into words to expression an emotion. These were written a while ago.
