I woke up and had a major headache. I leaned up and looked over. I covered my mouth. Damon was laying next to me on his back. I looked at myself. I was wrapped in his sheets. How could I? A tear slipped down my cheek. Dean. How was I going to explain this? I looked over at the clock and saw that it had been 45 minutes since I had left the grill. I got up and quickly put on my underwear. When I had put on my jeans. I had one missed call from Dean. I put it back in my pocket and I put on my shirt. I looked at Damon and I couldn't hate him. He had done this and I was furious, but it was my fault too. I left the room before he could know I was gone.
I ran down the stairs and walked as fast I could to Elena's. I got there twenty minutes later. I ran a hand through my hair and walked up the steps. I was about to knock when Dean opened the door.
"Hey." I said. I tried not to cry.
"Hey." He said. He stood next to me and we walked inside in silence.
"Briana!" Jenna said. She gave me a hug. "It's great to see you again."
"You too, Jenna." I said forcing a smile.
"I'm making dinner, but you guys can hang out upstairs or in the living room or something. Briana, can you do me a favor and go upstairs and get Elena?" She asked.
"Sure." I left Dean as I went upstairs. I went to Elena's room.
"Hey." I said as I walked in.
"Hi." She said. She seemed distracted.
"Are you ok Elena?"
"Yes, I'm fine." She said.
"Ok, well Jenna wants you."
"Ok." She said. She rushed past me. I didn't know what was wrong with her, but I had too much guilt to think about anything, but Dean. I sat down on her bed and sighed. I got back up and went back downstairs.
Dean watched as I walked down the stairs and I gave him a small smile. We ate dinner with them and left. When we got in the car it was silent. I was glad that we didn't talk much. I was still trying to figure out how to say it. I looked over at him, he seemed to be thinking about something as well. We got back and Sam wasn't there yet.
"Dean." I said. I needed to do this, it had to happen.
"Huh?" He said turning towards me.
"I, um, I have to tell you something."
"What is it?" He looked at me with his eyebrows creased.
"I love you and I don't-" He cut me off and faced me. I looked into his eyes.
"Briana, I have to tell you that when I went to see Elena, she kissed me. I don't know if I really kissed her back or not, but I'm sorry. I swear I didn't mean it." He said. That was when I let the tears flow. I stood up and looked into his eyes.
"Dean, I slept with Damon." His face turned cold. He stood there with a blank expression and I kept crying. I walked towards him. I stood in front of him, but he didn't move.
"I'm so sorry. I had drank and he was at the Grill and he offered me a ride to Elena's. I didn't know what I was doing until it was too late." I said. I touched his arm, but he moved away and walked towards the door.
"Dean please." He slammed the door and I laid down on the bed and cried into the pillow. It smelt like him and I started crying harder.
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Love and Lust (TVD/SPN)Teen Fiction
Elena had a sister who had a past, a past she never mentioned, wanted to forget, even if some of the memories were good. She was a good friend to the guys who she loved most. Now they will all meet up and will learn that lust isn’t always the goal...