~Put Yourself First~

~ Dangerous~

Mmm, your kiss, your touch
Can't give it enough
My care, for ya
So deep, you know it be 'cause
I be right here with your breakfast when you wake up
And I love you 'cause you love me with me makeup
Even if there's someone else tryna pursue it
You the only one I'm doing, ooh, boy

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I want you on top and I want you to find your favorite spot playing in the background ( On Top X Trey Songz) at this moment rose pedals are on the floor of our sunrise apartment, the room is lit by candles, bath and body works candles smell traveling through the room, and a hot bath with bubbles in our whirlpool tub. This is the part where I say " OH IT IS MAKE UP SEX TIME"  I try to undress from my long day of work but it seem to me that I got a surprise from behind to help me take off all of my clothing. Hmphh he is in for a treat, thinking to myself . He then leads me to the hot bubble bath he haves running for us. We both get in listening to love songs fill the air. Sitting close together with our hearts going the same beats. Then I start thinking to myself, why is he doing all of this? Why all of a sudden am I so important? My next thought was interrupted when he inserts his fingers to my coco puff! Then I knew it was go time. Making love in the tub,  water splashing all over the floor leaving puddles.  We noticed we were making a big mess so he helps me out the shower where he passionately wipes me dry, then pick me up to throw me on the bed and went straight to work with his tongue, while he's doing this matter my mind starts wondering who else could he be doing all of this too ? My thoughts were drowned away when he then inserted his wood into my tight coco puff! Moans filled the air , grunts filled the air, and  then my mind drifted off in to loveland! He fucked me to sleep that night... but I was awaken by zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz * sounds of his annoying ass phone.........

 So what do y' all think I did ???? 

I  woke that ass up with some bomb ass head !!! To let him know what he will be missing after we go through this mtf phone! He wakes up saying " Fuck ! Fuck! Awh ! Shit! Damn Baby." I come up with the phone in my hand and his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree had been on fire! I said "open this phone BECAUSE I'm sick of hearing this mtf all day and night when your in my presence." He rumbles around saying "you tripping." LADIES if a nigga say you tripping when he is supposedly not guilty , THAT MTF IS GUILTY AS HELL! So I said "you know what? Nevermind ! I'm not a insecure bitch but guess what we are done! We are finish, you can carry on." He's begging for me to hear him out but at this mtf point IDGAF what him or Billy bob have to say. I helped him pack his bags because you dont continue to let a man hell a boy walk over you when all you want to do is love him correctly but it seems that now he came up and all the hoes wanted him. Little do they know I DID THIS SHIT! I GAVE YOU LOVE WHEN NO ONE DID! NOT EVEN YOUR RELATIVES, SO I AM DONE BEING USED and taking for granted !  WE DEPARTED ONE ANOTHER WITH A SPEEDING DODGE DURANGO TO CAMPUS , A SLAMMING DOOR , AND  A "FUCK YOU BITCH GETTING OUT OF THE CAR." EMOTIONS ARE EVERYWHERE WITH ME I am crying and driving back to my place with calls coming CONSTANTLY! From this pathetic ass nigga, text MESSAGES coming from him too, and I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE SO I blocked him. 

The next day I felt sick to my stomach! I walked passed him on campus and I could not even look his way! I was really disgusted by him! I started getting back to being with my friends more because I use to always be under him, so I HARDLY hung with friends. Weeks go by of no communication from us but I DID GET A TEXT FROM A CLOSE FRIEND WHO GOES BY THE NAME OF CHRIS THAT SAID "CHATEA WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING SERIOUS!" ........

Alright ! what's yall thoughts? What do you think Chris have to tell me ? 

Ladies  do not confuse love and lust! Do not let these men talk you out of the pussy, don't let them treat you any type of way and then expect to still get pussy at the end of the day. You make them work for it and respect you from it because as you can see he didn't respect me or give a damn about my feelings. Men will  know they are wrong and try to pull a romantic act ! BUT LADIES know when to let him know it is not acceptable what he is doing. Stand up for your HEART because being manipulative  is dangerous and we DO NOT DESERVE THAT AT ALL!

STAY TUNE FOR SERIES 4 (: