I'm In Control. Shinso x Reader

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     Melly has hopped into my lap and curled up and fell asleep there as I continued to watch Y/n's stream. I didn't notice how long I stayed and watched until I looked outside and saw it was dark. I looked back to the stream and watched as Y/n stretched and leaned back in her chair. She then said goodnight to everyone and ended the stream. I sighed as I went to go get a cup of coffee from the kitchen. My phone dinged and I picked it up to see a text from Y/n. I opened it.

     Y/n:
          Goodnight Hitoshi yoshi😴 sweet dreams lavender boy

     Me:
          Goodnight.

     Of course I wasn't going to bed, but I ultimately decided against getting another cup of coffee as it wouldn't help my sleeping issue. I aimlessly walked around my room. Melly was sleeping in a ball on my bed. I was bored and restless and I knew even if I tired to I wouldn't be able to sleep. I ran my hand through my hair roughly. As much as I wanted it I knew I wouldn't get into the Hero Course. Currently Y/n is my only friend who wasn't friends with me out of fear. What if she got into the Hero Course? No, she placed lower than me. But maybe she does get in? Then what do I do?

     I continued to pace around my room for hours, my thoughts racing about the what if's. My phone buzzing stopped me in my tracks. I froze, staring at my phone. I glanced at my digital clock, the time read 4:23am. I wondered who could be texting me at this hour. I walked over to my bed and took my phone off the charger. I unlocked my phone and opened the iMessage app.

     Y/n:
          Hitoshi.. are you still awake..

     Me:
          Yes, why?

     Y/n:
          I had a nightmare..

     Me:
          Okay. Can't you just go back to sleep?

     Y/n:
          No.. I can't.

     Me:
          Where do you live?

     Y/n sent their location

     Y/n:
          Why do you need to know?

     Me:
          You'll see later. Try to go back to sleep okay?

     I locked my phone and slipped on a pair of slide on vans and threw a hoodie over my t-shirt. I put my phone into my hoodie pocket and my wallet into the back pocket of my pants. I patted Melly on the head before leaving my room and then leaving the house. Locking the door behind me I set off to Y/n's house.

...

I arrived at Y/n's house. It was a ways away and was rather large. I looked at the upstairs portion and saw a soft light on in the right side window. Luckily there was many trees surrounding their house, so I climbed the one nearest the window and tested to see if it was unlocked. It was, although it shouldn't be. I shook my head at Y/n's carelessness. I quickly yet quietly slid myself in through the window. I looked around the room and noticed it was a bedroom, more specifically Y/n's bedroom. On a twin bed there lay a mound of blankets. Slowly, I walked over to it and removed the blankets off Y/n's huddled form.

"Hey...Y/n?" I asked softly.

"Hi-hitoshi?!" She exclaimed, looking up at me in shock. I threw my hand over her mouth to silence her.

"Shhh! You don't want to wake up your parents." I whispered aggressively. Something in Y/n's eyes changed, she sighed and removed my hand.

"Don't worry, my mom is a heavy sleeper." Y/n said bluntly. I kept my mouth shut about having a dad since she didn't mention one.

"Okay.." I said, not whispering but also not as loud as she was being.

"What're you doing here?" Y/n questioned, her (e/c) orbs piercing mine. I roughly ran my hand through my hair not even sure of myself why I came.

"What was your nightmare about?" I asked her, putting my hands into my hoodie pockets.

"Oh, I don't know..I'm trying to forget it." Y/n said, not looking at me. She shifted over in her bed and patted the space next to her. I sat down on her bed, it was firm and kinda hard. She pulled her knees up to her chest. I realized she was only wearing the shirt and underwear and quickly looked away. I felt my face get hot and tried to hide my blush. Y/n didn't notice.

"That's okay.. I just thought maybe you'd want someone to talk to about it." I assured that it was fine if she wasn't comfortable talking about it. I stood up and started making my way to the window when I felt her cold hands reach out and grab my wrist. I turned back to face her.

"Don't go yet..please.." Y/n asked, her messy (h/c) hair blocking her eyes.

"Uhm.. okay." I said quietly. We stayed there like that for a minute until I shifted my weight since my legs started to hurt. Y/n looked up at me with a blush and let go of my hand.

"S-sorry.. you must be tired..if..you want to go you can." She muttered. I could her her voice quiver.

"I don't really sleep much anyways. Even if I was tired I don't think I could just go back to my house." I admitted. I sat back down on Y/n's bed. She was silent, so I took this time to look around her room.

The small room was painted (f/c) and had too much furniture. It was very disorganized and messy. Clothes littered the floor and there was lots of empty tissue boxes filled with used tissues. There were a couple of water bottles around. I then saw her set up for gaming. Mentally my mouth gaped at her tech. In another corner there was a gym mat and some weights. She had a bunch of plants by her windows on a large white shelf. She also had a box of records, most of them being from the 70s and back, but a few were from recent artists. She did, indeed, have a record player. She didn't have much decorations on the walls. Her closet seems to be overflowing and it was left open without a door or curtain to cover it. I noticed the smashed and broken guitar and a multitude of various types of knives. I wanted to go check them out but decided against it. On her desk underneath the plant shelf I noticed some journals and assorted pens of different kinds. I smiled to myself at the though of Y/n writing in a diary with sparkly pens and scented markers.

     A soft thud on the bed snapped me out of my thoughts as I turned to see Y/n asleep on her side. Her features were peaceful. I studied her face, her lips seemed so soft, so kissable. I shook my head. What was I thinking? I stood up and stretched. it was almost 6. I took the pastel colored quilt and draped it over Y/n's sleeping frame. I smiled softly before escorting myself out of the window, closing it gently behind me. I made my way back home. My smile never left my face.

a/n
bro dudes i'm super duper sorry for like being dead. i'm in homeschool and my deadline for my classes are this monday and i haven't done SHIT so ahahaha.. and i gotta finish by monday if i wanna enroll back into public school (homeschool boring and lonely miss me with that shit) uhm i have like many many ideas with how i want this to go and i can't really decide. i love too many BNHA boys to decide. I definitely want this to end with us being with Hitoshi buttttt ya girl likes drama and ya girl likes romance, AND ya girl loves some romantic rivalry. let me know if i'm going overboard PLEASE

ALSO i know it's super cliche for the reader to have these super tragic backstories and home lives BUT currently i've been going through some super unpleasant things and the reader's backstory and home life is going based off of what i've experienced through my life.

THANKS DUDES AND BROSKIS