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I have an announcement at the end of this chapter! ⚠️

It's been a few days and we haven't spoke to each other. He started sleeping in one of the guest bedrooms, i was no longer taking care of him, one of his men named Johann was. Johann would tell me what Zabdiel wanted to eat and I'd make it and give it to Johann to send it to Zabdiel. I had to do a lot of things around the house like clean, even though it's not dirty I still have to dust up the place so it won't get dirty throughout the years. After I fainted a couple of days ago I told Zabdiel I needed time to think and we agreed to just not talk to each other for a while. Zabdiel hasn't left the guest room. He was back to the business drug lord mode I knew and having meetings in the guest bedroom.

Juliana asked how the talk went and I explained what happened. She was upset and Erick was too, they were really rooting for us to have make up sex and make sure I ended up pregnant. I know they were kidding but they really wanted us back to how it was before. My heart broke and I cried myself to sleep every night since Zabdiel isn't next to me. I hugged his pillow and I smelled his precious scent and that was the closest I could get to Zabdiel. I thought that what Zabdiel did was pretty stupid and unnecessary but I did understand in a way why he did it even though he shouldn't have done it.

I started throwing up in the mornings and I think it's just the stress but I'm the back of my mind I just hear, you're pregnant. I tried to look at my stomach in the mirror and I still looked flat that's why i didn't believe Juliana. Zabdiel nor Johann noticed I was throwing up because I woke up before they did.

I walked around the house to grab all the rags, towels, socks, and clothes in order to wash. It was laundry day. I even washed Johanns clothes as a thank you for taking care of Zabdiel since I obviously still cared and worried. I would ask him how he's doing and he would explain that he's fine. It turns out that supposedly, Zabdiel was doing the exact same thing and asking Johann how I was doing. Poor Johann was a little messenger because we were too petty to speak to each other.

I finished grabbing all of Johanns clothes along with mine, I passed by Zabdiel's door and I was about to knock. I stopped myself and I took a deep breath, I decided to put on my big girl panties and I knocked three times.  "Come in!" Zabdiel said, i slowly opened the door and I saw Zabdiel look up from his phone. My heart started beating so fast I swear it was freaking pounding like a drum. I looked into his eyes and I saw his pain, I'm pretty sure he saw mine as well. "Uh..I'm here to pick up your clothes it's laundry day." I told him, he seemed dazed and then he nodded. I walked inside the room and there was scattered clothes everywhere.

I went from one side to pick them up to the other, I knew Zabdiel was staring at me but i thought it was best to ignore him before ether one of us said something we'd regret. I made my way to the bathroom and I grabbed his towels to wash them as well. "Are you feeling better?" I finally spoke up. "Yeah, i need to get the stitches removed tomorrow and then i should be fine, I'll just get a scar." He said and i mumbled an okay. "Do you feel better? After you threw up I was worried that you got sick or something. Have you thrown up recently?" He asked and I walked out of the bathroom, "No I'm fine. I think I was just stressed." I said and he nodded. We just kind of looked at eachother because we didn't know what to say. I decided to set the basket down since my back started to hurt. "Listen Zab, I know why you did it. I understand now. Even though you shouldn't have done it, I get it." I told him with a shrug.

"You're right, I shouldn't have done it. I killed them for my own selfish reason and satisfaction for hurting the woman I love. I don't regret it, and I will do it again in a heartbeat if someone hurt you." He said and my heart stopped, "Violence isn't the only answer, Zab—You know what, maybe I should stop talking." I mumble and I was about to carry the basket to leave, Zabdiel stood up from the bed. "Wait Isabella." He said and I turned to him. He embraced me in a hug and I held on for dear life, holy shit i missed this so much. His arms wrapped around my waist and he lifted me in the hug. I cried on his shoulder because of how much I love him and I needed him. "Zabdiel...i love you so fucking much." I said all muffled in his shirt. "I love you too, muñeca." He sighed and he didn't let go.

"Hey boss-oh am I interrupting something?" We heard Johann. I let go and I wiped my tears, "Johann leave." Zabdiel said and Johann turned and left immediately. Zabdiel held my small hands with his large tattooed ones, "I don't want to do that ever again." Zabdiel admitted, I looked up into his eyes and I smiled softly. "I don't want to do that either." I responded. "You're glowing, you look so beautiful." Zabdiel told me and I smiled again. I grabbed his face and I pressed my lips against his, sure enough he kissed back and held me close.

His hands lowered to my butt and he gently squeezed. He separated from the kiss and he leaned his head against mine, "Never have I ever had sex with any woman since you moved in. Before you came I did sleep around on very few occasions but you were always my desire despite you being in another country." He said and I felt bad for accusing him of being unfaithful even though technically we aren't dating but we're planning on getting married? All we knew is that we were together.

"I'm sorry Zabdiel." I said and he shook his head, "Don't be sorry, I understand why you would think that. I'm too hot that's why." He shrugged with a smirk and I giggled and smacked his chest. "You're not lying though." I said and he smiled. "After I put the clothes to wash do you want to help me finish the macaroons?" I asked, "I don't know how to bake." He said, "They're already baked I just need to frost them." I said and he nodded. I turned to grab the basket and I made my way out after giving Zabdiel a kiss on the cheek. I was so happy that we were finally talking again.


"Como así?" He asked and I clapped my hands, "Perfecto!" I smiled as I made more of the macaroon batter, Zabdiel and i ended up eating them and we had to make more. Johann came back an hour later after Zabdiel told him to leave. "I brought it." He said and took a glass bottle out of the black plastic bag. It was brown and seemed to have powder inside. "Que es?" I asked as I turned to Zabdiel, "Joel and Chris's future." He responded and I totally forgot that I will be ending the life of my captors. This will make me a murder and I'm consenting to it. I sigh and I grabbed the bottle and put it away under the sink so I can use it when I need it.

Who have I become?

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Hey y'all, I had an amazing idea to make this book the first ever book of the Kidnapped series. Basically, some of y'all like the idea of Zabdiel being the Puerto Rican Pablo Escobar. But some people want all of CNCO to be dope and sexy drug lords! So I am currently writing Kidnapped as if you were stuck with Joel, then I will write another as if you were stuck with Erick and so on. These kidnapped stories will not be related in any shape or form just the same concept that you are trapped with a sexy drug lord. Let me know what you think!! Would you read it? Give me ideas! Comment your name and which other boy you want and YOU can be the name of the next girl who's kidnapped. 😉

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