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When your parents don't get you what you want, TWICE AND THRICE

Okay, so I've been going to this prayer group and Saturday Service fun event on Saturdays. And, being a depressed, socially awkward, sad, and insecure girl, this was my saving grace. It brings me happiness. Because I discovered some pretty genuine friends here.

LIKE HELL, THEY SAY THAT THEY PRAY FOR ME ALL THE DAMN TIME!

I just feel so happy and welcome around them (Rain, this is some serious shit I'm saying it's NOT JUST HIM). Like when effing school comes up Monday-Friday, it's like I always look forward to Saturdays because some people in my school hate me. As in they literally hate me. The way I'm weird and awkward and all that shiz. 

Sure I have best friends there, but you know...

That one Saturday is all the happiness I can get so far (of course I get happiness from Rain's humour and Bianca's Sass) but still. Being with Cysha, Jaul, Kath, Waya, Ysha, Sean, Andrei, Karl, and Kate is just like heaven and utopia for me. It's the only escape from all the hard school work, problems, and hardships in my school life. And it's the reason why I stop cutting myself.

Yeah, I cut BEFORE, get over it!

And my dad doesn't understand that. He doesn't get it. He thinks I want to go there because it's "fun" and "lively" and all that, it is fun, but it's because I ask them to help me get over something that happens every week. I may smile, but I'm freaking screaming inside. And tbh, I'm getting the urge to grab a folder and cut myself with papercuts. It may be small but it freaking burns.

And once you read this, please keep it a secret. I don't need anymore problems please.

So yeah, he didn't allow me to go this and next Saturday bc "he had no more money" and that "he had to go to a wedding". I asked my grandfather and he agreed to try and fetch me there. BUT NOOOO!!! DAD SAID THAT HE'S STICKING TO HIS REASONS AND NOT LETTING ME GO.

Don't you just hate it when you're parents don't allow you to do something, TWICE OR THRICE?!?

Like it's not just this, it's also that time when I only wanted to go and buy ice cream but my mom said that I have to save my money.

I.freaking.saved.it.for.ice.cream.dude.

So yep. I hate it yeah. I should get over it thought it's starting to sound childish. :/

When gravity tries to steal your food

THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS!!!

Like gravity's all "lololol I'm stealing your food AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT AFTER 5 SECONDS LOL HAHAHAHA". 

I could just imagine gravity laughing at me and all that shiz. Like I was eating Magnum (FREAKING MAGNUM WITH ALMONDS DUDE!!!) And a HUGE CHUNK fell to the ground. For some odd reason, my instincts teamed up with gravity and I didn't move for 5 seconds. And I just stared at it.

Whyyyy, whyyy gravity?!!?!?

When simoultaneous concerts and movies come up

Ok ok. Lol wait *pulls out wallet* *cockroaches and moths come out* nope no money.

This is the freaking problem. Like there's a 1D concert gonna be held in 2015 in Manila, then someone tells me that there's an Ed Sheeran concert, THEN someone else tells me that there's a Where We Are film premiere.

WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH

I'M NOT FREAKING RICH!

I should be getting free tickets! AND WHY? WELL I'VE BEEN A FAN FOR MORE THAN 1 YEAR AND 6 MONTHS AND COUNTING AND HAVE BEEN VERY SUPPORTIVE AND I GET NOTHIN!

Lol I sound OA There.

*looks again at wallet* nope, still nothing =-=

I craayyyyyy :,((((

When your best friend gets all sassy on you and you can't sass back


Like this one time, at Friday, my best friend Bianca sasses me at our club, and I just sat there looking like a caveman seeing fire for the first time.

So I was like "Beyotch Imma be stickin with my reasons lol you too sassy for weirdness!"

And that made ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE!

CAN'T I BE SASSY JUST FOR ONCE?!?!

ONCE!

Seriously, don't you ever get those feelings like you wanna sass like black (NO RACISM INTENDED) girls go all "OH HELL NAW, YOU DIDN'T JUST SAY THAT TO MAH FAYCE, BITCH!" and snap that Z- snap and bob your head like all that. 

But nope I end up looking like a retarded bobble head for Pete's sake!

When you get that GENIUS feeling in Math when you answer it right

Being a straight fail student for more than 2 years and a half has been freaking kick ass hard. My parents put everything I love on the line (EVEN MY SATURDAY EVENT!), my ego goes WAAAYYYY down, I get alll insecure and all that stuff.

But DAMN!

MY LUCK JUST CAME BACK!

Bc In geometry (not like I'm bragging kay kay?) I'M FREAKING GETTIN BACK UP TO THE TOP?

Like you know that feeling when you answer a hard equation right, and your teacher and your classmates just  stare at you like "WAT". 

IMMA FREAKIN GENIUS BISHES HAHAHAHAHA XD

my grades are going back up yey! :D

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lol okay I'm back bishes :)

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