I tossed and turned but I couldn't fall asleep. That question Sandy asked earlier was all I could think about. I heard whimpers and crying. "Amy?" I heard between sniffles. "No its Taylor come here whats wrong?" I said gently. "I had a bad dweam, and I'm weaslly scared." She said still crying. "Do you want to talk about it?" I asked her.
She nodded her head."Amy put a picture of my old mommy in my room. I looked at it then went to sleep. That mean guy came and killed my mommy and Amy and we couldnt go anywhere so he killed us too." She explained full-on sobbing. "Taylor please be our new mommy. I never had one." I nodded. "Hopefully Sandy. Hopefully." I really was starting to consider adopting them but there were so many what-ifs runnning through my head.
What if they have trouble while I'm on my 1989 tour?
What if my family is upset with me?
What if the girls don't like me?
What if-no stop it Taylor. Your overthinking this. I held Sandy closer. The more time I spend with the girls the more I love them. I hear little whimpers. I started to hum my song Never Grow Up, and the whimpering stopped.
What if I'm not cut out for this?
My stupid mind is getting to the best of me.I tucked Sandy in gently, and went dowwnstairs. Amy was sitting on the couch crying. She turned around instantly and gave me a concerned look, 'Oh I'm so sorry Taylor did I wake you?" I shook my head no. "Whats wrong?" I asked concerned. "I just miss my mom. I think about her all the time." I gave her a hug. "Amy how about I pour some milk and warm up some mint chocolate chip cookies and we spend the rest of the night on Youtube. It's almost five anyway. " I offered. There isn't any point in going back to sleep anyways. "Sure that would be great."
I took out the milk and the cups and poured glasses of milk. Amy popped the cookies in the oven since that was all we needed to do. I got out the mini TV and hooked up my laptop to it. Amy took the cookies out of the oven and I got pillows, blankets, and sheets. I walked up to her with a grin on my face. "Shall we?"
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This Was Destiny: A Taylor Swift FanfictionFanfiction
15 year old Amanda has two twin siblings. Emily, and Sandy. When the girls' mom doesn't come home after leaving the house, Amanda is left to take care of her sisters. When she finally confronts her father about poor parenting, he kicks them out. On...