Untold Truths | jjk. kth

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Chapter 12

Jungkook's POV

A week later

Time seemed to be moving quickly, I spent almost every night with y/n sense we made love. She was showing more affection lately and I could see parts of the old y/n coming more to life. The odd thing was she seemed the most herself when she was hanging out with Tae, it hurt and irritated me all at the same time.

I was happy that I was getting my girl back but I wasn't happy that he was the one doing it. It made me wonder if anything had happened between them while I was at work or sleeping even. I was finding more and more things to get jealous over than I wanted to and it was starting to show in my actions.

I laid on the bed and looked up at the ceiling of y/n's room. I just got home not long ago and she nor Tae were around. I hated that they spent so much time together lately but there was nothing I could do I had to work. Y/n didn't need to stress about money and by the looks of things Tae had his brother taking care of him. I on the other hand had to work my ass for everything.

I looked over towards the door when I heard y/n's laughter coming down the hall. I heard that annoying deep voice along with her, I closed my eyes and said a quick  prayer that he wouldn't come into the room with her.

The door opened and to my surprise it was just y/n, I smiled over at her to exhausted to do anything else. She closed the door behind her and bounced over to me "Hey" she smiled and kissed my forehead. "Hey" I responded pulling her on to the bed, she gladly got on the bed and sat next to me while she played with my hair.

"Long day?" She asked, my eyes closed as her fingers lightly pulled and maneuvered through my thick locks. It was very soothing "Mmhm" I hummed, peeking up at her to see her cute face. She tilted her head to the side and looked lost in thought.

"What's on your mind princess?" I asked turning on my side and holding her waist as my head rested on her lap. "Just stuff, we can talk about it later though. Want me to run you a bath?" I smiled as I kissed her thigh "Only if you join me" I didn't even have to look at her I could feel her smile radiating in the room and her cheeks flushed at my words.

She tugged at my hair only making me want her more "I can't I'm going out" my mood quickly shifted "Out? Out where? you've been out all day. All week actually" I said as I sat up, she looked at me a bit surprised. "Didn't know I wasn't allowed" I sighed "You can do what you want but...why can't you just stay in and spend time with me? Your boyfriend remember" she looked hesitant and her expression changed when I mentioned the boyfriend part.

"Are we? Boyfriend and girlfriend? I mean I know we never really broke up...but we definitely weren't together for a while there and I know we slept together and have been in a good place...but I kinda thought maybe we were working our way to that...I didn't know we were there"

I got up and looked at her like she was a foreign creature, I didn't quite understand what she was saying or what we were doing.

"So...I'm just what? Your fuck boy?" Her face twisted at the word as I hoped it would. She was pissing me off and it took a lot to actually get me upset "No! Of course not! You know you mean more to me then just some fuck. I just meant..." she sighed and ran her fingers through her hair

"I don't know...I just feel like things are good right now...I finally feel okay with myself and...I don't know it's stupid" I wanted to hear her out but I also didn't want to hear any of it, my thoughts were racing with all these crazy possibilities as to why she wouldn't wanna be my girlfriend and everyone of them led back to Tae.

"So you don't want to be with me because things are good...good like with Tae? Is he the reason? You want to be with him instead?"
She shook her head but deep down I felt like that was the reason. "I'm not saying that Jungkook I'm just saying that we should slow things down and not rush into all that..."