My mouth dropped right away. ]
Once my eyes laid on three firmiler faces.
Jay, Tom, and Max.
What were they doing here?
And my other question... how did they get here?
I knew I was in trouble!
And I had alot of explaining to do that I wasn't ready to do.
My mouth was opened for the longest time that I realized flys could fly in my mouth.
I finally shut my mouth when reality once hit me again.
"What what are you guys doing here?"
"I'd like to say the same to you..." Max says.
I was to upset and hurt to really explain anything that happened.
I really didn't want to.
All I know is.... the girl I love may not survive!
And I could've done something to help her from not getting hit.
But I just didn't make it in time... if she dies... I will hate myself forever!
The guilt would just eat me alive!
But I can't bare to think like that.
I have to think positive... for her!
"Guys... I don't think Nathan really wants to talk right now. He's going through alot!"
Thank god I have him he actually understands whats going in my life!
And no matter what.. I think he will be there for me within every step of the way!
No matter what happens in our crazy rock star lives that we have.
"And what would that exactly be?"
Tom started to yell a little bit louder starting to cause a scene.
I know Siva will do the talking for me so I'm gonna this one and shut up.
Jay sat down next to me.
He didn't want to be involved in this either.
He knows me to well and he never has seen me upset so he must know that somethings wrong.
He was quiet for a few moments probably trying to think of what to say then he finally didn't say something he DID something.
He wrapped his arms around me and all he said was "I'm sorry."
That's all I really needed right now support and I know Jay will be there for me.
I hugged him back with the proper way to hug.
I started to feel tears going down my face.
Tom and Max knew something was wrong and their faces softened up.
All they did was come near me and they all enveloped me in a hug.
Then a doctor came out and we were all waiting nerviously for the results.
"People for Drew Parker."
I stood up immediately.
"That would be me."
"Well... she won't be awake for a while."
"How longs a while?"
"We don't know exactly for sure. She has a 50 percent chance of living."
And that's when my heart just broke into a million pieces.