I'm Scottish, my parents died and you want me to live in AMERICA!?!

I'm Scottish, my parents died and you want me to live in AMERICA!?!

Hey,

This is my first ever Wattpad story so if it goes well i'll defo continue writting it.

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After it happened i just lost it. I never smiled, i never enjoyed myself because every time i thought of a happy momment i would think of them. I started to cut myself because it let me forget about the pain i'm having inside my heart for a while and focus on the main in my wrists.

~ 1 week earlier~

"You would not believe your eyes if ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep cause the light the open air..."

I hit the snooze button on my phone. Oh damn Monday i thought, another fun filled week of work, work and more work. Note the sarcasim.

I noticed i was wearing short shorts and a vest top, ahh not a good choice for Scotland in the middle of winter.

As fast as my legs could take me i grabbed my school uniform, which included a white shirt and tie finished off with skinny jeans (even though they are "not school uniform" who gives two shits?) and ran to the bathroom. I switched on the shower and hopped in (not litelary hopped in though) and let the heat of the shower take over my body.

When i finished i put my school uniform on and looked in the mirror.

I had straight black hair and chocolate brown eyes with russet tan skin (not fake people!!). I blow dried my hair and put it in a messy pony tail. I looked in the mirror and was satisfied by my apperance. I was quite tall, definetly taller than all my friends but not like freaky tall. I had chubby cheeks but no trace of the  chubbines on my stomach and thank lord i didn't have bingo wings.

I went to my room and grabbed my bag, jacket and shoes (black low top converse). I almost forgot my "baby" or ipod as everyone calls it. I put my earphones in and put "Reverse this curse" by "Escape the fate".

After i finished i ran to the kitchen (note the fact that i didn't write "ran down the stairs" because we didn't have stairs our house was to small, sue me!").

Thats when it happened.

I found my mum on the phone but her ususally rosy cheeked face is now pale as if she's just seen a ghost.

"Mum you alright?" i asked

She hung up (on the phone) and looked at me.

"Jessie sit down"she orderd. I did as she said but glanced at the clock, oh shit i'm gonna be late.

"Uh honey....it's about your dad.....".

"NO, NO, DON'T BLOODY SAY IT" i screamed. Then she started crying.

"I'm....sorry....Jessie.....he's.....dead" she said between sobs.

My"NO YOU'RE LIYING YOU ARE YOU ARE STOP IT MUM, HE CAN'T BE FUCKING DEAD NO!"

 I shouted while tears rolled down me cheek. I sprinted to my room as fast as i could and colapsed on my bed and cried myself to sleep.

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~Two hours later~

I opened my eyes and realised that i fell into a deep sleep.

I stood up and stretched hearing my bones crack in place.

I walked slowely to the bathroom and looked in the mirror

My eyes were red and blotchy obvious that i've been crying. My dad worked in the army so thats why i knew he died.

I walked to the living room to find my mum on the sofa (couch) staring at the t.v which wasn't on.

I slowley walked to the sofa she was sitting on and sat beside her. When i did she flinched

"Oh Jessie, i didn't see you" she said shocked .

"You wouldn't mind going to the shop to get something for dinner" she asked looking hopefull that i would agree.

"Um mum can't you i really don't want to go outside". I know that was a bit bitchy but hey my dad just diead and i can't be botherd going out in to the real world right now.

"Oh okay, i'll be back in five miniutes" she said while grabing her keys and jacket.

I didn't know this yet but if i agreed to go do the shopping for her then i wouldn't have made the biggest mistake in my life.

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~ 4 hours later~

Oh god lord where was she!?!.

I was just back from the shops desperatly trying to look for her. Maybe she bumped into someone she knew and.... oh no who was i kidding something happened to her. I already tried to call her atleast  forty times each on the house phone and on my mobile (cell phone).

This is like the WORST day of my life, first i found out my dad dies then my mum goes missing.

I felt tears threatening to fall but i quickly wiped them away 

I looked down and realised i was still in my uniform just as i was about to run to my room and change but suddenly the phone started ringing.

I sprinted to the phone and pressed the call button.

"Hello" i said

" Um hello who's speaking?" a gruff voice answerd

"Jessie.. Jessie Hampton, who's this?" i asked getting slightly scared.

"Um it's about your mother... would you like to come down to the station or i'll just tell you on the phone"

I imediatlly started crying.

"No tell me now" I nearly screamed

" Your mother was in a car crash... i'm sorry she..she didn't make it"