Light on me

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3rd person POV
'Negative.' Jungkook mumbles as he looks down at the pregnancy test and feels himself falling into a pool of ultimate sadness.
It's half a year later as Jungkook is in the bathroom once again. It isn't the first time for him taking a pregnancy test nor that he's sad because once again it is like it has been before.
'Negative.' Jungkook repeats and sucks down in himself. For 8 months Jimin and him have tried to get another child and Jungkook knows he shouldn't be sad because he has Jihyun but he is. And he hates it.
The male throws the test into the dustbin before he washes his hands slowly. He knows Jimin will wait outside, wait for him to know if he has news or not. How much he hates to tell him the words over and over again.
Jungkook leaves the room slowly with his head down but looks up as he's back in the bedroom. He tries to concentrate on the blonde locks but the black eyes trap him. The elder takes him in, feels nervousness making his hands twitch but his belly drops by the look Jungkook has. There isn't any happiness nor something positive but disappointment. With every new time of the test being negative Jungkook feels more and more bad.
'I..its negative.' This words. This are the words both hate so much. Jimin sighs before he takes a hand and squeezes it.
'Come here.' The elder pads his thigh and Jungkook doesn't hesitate to climb in. Jimin hugs his husband and gives him the comfort he needs but it isn't enough.
He places a hand on the nape and caresses it before he plays with the little hair. Jimin can feel how he melts into him.
'It is okay.' Tears hit Jungkook because it's the words Jimin always tells him. He only snuggles into him more.
'It's okay babyboy.'
'Daddy..' He mumbles and tries so hard not to cry. Again it's not the news he wanted to have. Again he feels like he disappointed Jimin.
'Let's watch a movie okay?'
'Or Modern Family? The latest season is out.' Jungkook mumbles and doesn't want to let go of Jimin.
'Whatever you want babyboy.' Jimin speaks and kisses the temple softly. Slowly he breaks apart and looks at Jungkook who looks so sad. It makes him cup the cheeks.
'Smile for me okay? I wanna see it baby.' The elder nuzzles the nose before he kisses the skin and the one of his cheeks. How can't Jungkook giggle then?
'Let's watch then daddy.' He claims and wants to get up from Jimin's lab but the male doesn't allow it. He holds Jungkook tight and changes their position so they lie down but close to each other. The elder just grabs the remote and switches the TV on.
'Is Jihyun still asleep?'
'She is. I guess she will wake up in an hour when we're lucky.'
Jungkook looks to the screen which shows the Netflix icon and sighs.
'I am lucky.'

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It is the end of the day with Jungkook changing into a white shirt as he turns around. He finds his handsome husband already lying in bed with his back against the headboard. The male is topless and allows Jungkook the view over his tattoo which seems to make him even more handsome. It doesn't even seem possible but the word Nevermind across the rips is too hot. What's even better is that Jimin holds their girl in his arms and plays with her. Soft cute sounds of Jihyun fill the room and make Jungkook's heart so heavy. How lucky he is. Such moments make him feel stupid because he has all he ever wanted and more he ever dreamed off. Destiny was great and has given him a handsome caring husband and an adorable child. Maybe destiny wants him to wait a little more for a second one or he won't ever get one. Jungkook knows he has to wait and shouldn't think too much.
'You're alright babyboy? You seemed deep into thoughts.' Jungkook looks back up to Jimin who scans him. He is always worried about him and it's a fact Jungkook has always adored about the elder.
'I'm fine daddy.' Without to think he crawls into bed and looks at Jihyun with a hint of delight. Jimin sees it, sees the shining sparks. is Jimin disappointed by all the negative news he has gotton? Of course he is. Since he has Jihyun the thought of another child hasn't stopped. Not even as he stayed up almost the whole night. He wants a boy, a boy like the little Shua but he can't control it. He can only make love to his husband whenever he can and hopes for the best.
'Take her.'
'Huh?' Jungkook was so deep into thoughts, too fixed on Jihyun that he almost didn't hear Jimin.
'Yes!' Jungkook smiles as he takes his girl. He always has to do so because the girl is just too cute. Her dark hair have grown a little even when it isn't that much by now. She gives Jungkook the view over her flawless smile when her eyes turn into little crescents. She's the perfect mixture of him and Jimin.
Jihyun is over a year old by now and so damn cute just like pretty. The younger knows she will get even prettier when she turns older. He knows it. Is it because of every parent thinking it's child will get pretty or already is even when it is just born? Mostly yes but even others think Jihyun is pretty but the girl is just too adorable that everyone can't get enough.
She's their wonder, a creature based on the love Jungkook and Jimin feel for each other. She's a treasure both can't get enough from.
Jimin smiles by the view over Jihyun grabbing after Jungkook, at his husband giving her the look of ultimate love. Jungkook is such a great parent, a mom because he takes care of her so well. Jihyun is crazy after him and that's why she mostly can get comforted by Jungkook when she cries at night.
It can be so cute but annoying as well yet Jungkook loves it. She shows him the need for her mommy.
'In three weeks it's your birthday babyboy.' The younger looks to Jimin with wide doe eyes.
'Ohh yes.'
'Do you have a certain wish?' Jimin only asks because of wanting to have a talk but he already has one.  Of course he has it but doesn't tell him. We wants to see his babyboy's smile when he turns 23.
'Only you daddy and Jihyun.' Jungkook shows a small smile and pays attention to his little girl.
'I think I can manage that.' Jimin chuckles and closes his eyes. It doesn't take long for him to turn the lights off and Jungkook lies down on his back, cuddles into the elder with Jihyun cuddling the both.
What a lovely way it is to end the day.

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