Destroying Love

Thirty-five

"I've been watching you trying to find me," he declares after a while, putting his hands in his pockets. I wonder how many lives he took just by pleasure with those hands. "I admired you for that. You really did not give up. Going around, risking your life multiple times to find me. The only reason you're not dead is because you're my daughter."

I frown. "So you don't want to kill me?"

"Why would I?" He shrugs. "You could be a great use for me."

"Screw yourself," I say, glaring at him.

He shakes his head. "Such a bad mouth. I didn't raise you like that."

"You didn't raise me! You son of a bitch!" I lean forward in my chair, struggling with my tied wrists until I can start feeling blood dripping. I couldn't care less. "Garry did! You're just a fucking monster!"

My voice breaks and I inhale some air, trying to regain control. I'm so angry. My eyes sting.

Unaffected, he sits down again and turns towards me. "Let's talk about that, shall we? Garry." He shakes his head. "I searched for you for a long time. You just disappeared out of nowhere. You couldn't have gone too far by yourself. Then, I found out you were taken by that man." He purses his lips. "Mr. Neil. That he brought you to the North Agency."

He pauses and glances at me. He seems surprised to see me staring at him intensely.

"You were my daughter and he took you."

"He saved my goddamn life," I declare bluntly.

He scoffs, his eyes turning dead serious. "That's when I decided to create The Circle. The only way to get you back. I knew that one day or another, this would get Mr. Neil's attention. That you would come right here. However, as I said earlier, I was surprised to see you trying to find me. You made my job way easier."

"Why didn't you just kidnap me sooner?" I sigh, tired of hearing his disgusting voice. But I know that I need to hear what he has to say. I need the answers I've been waiting for.

"Where's the fun in that? I waited for you to grow up, to see what you would become..." He smiles. "At the end, you turned just like me."

I bite the inside of my cheek to not reply. My hands start to shake.

"When the right time came, we also named this the East Agency. It was easier for what we had planned."

I hold my breath.

"Your boyfriend. He's quite something. After watching you for years and seeing that you were suddenly in... love, I was surprised. I had to do something."

My breathing becomes unsteady. My eyes fill with tears. Angry tears.

"I made you think your boyfriend died and made him join our side. Our agency." He smiles proudly and plays with the rings on his fingers. "All along he was working with us and he didn't know what we were really doing. Who we were. And I watched you fall apart, becoming the person you are today."

"That was all planned," I whisper, a tear spilling down my cheek. Matthew King nods as if I need a confirmation. "You prevented me from love! You made me feel guilty for something that wasn't my fault for four damn years! You made me think I had to..."

I pause, realizing everything. Tears keep coming when he finishes my sentence for me.

"...destroy love?"

I choke. "How could you?!"

He narrows his eyes. "Love is a mistake from life and I soon realized that."

"That's why you killed my mother? You fucking bastard!"

"I made us all a favor!" he yells, standing up. Silence follows. I shake my head, staring at the monster in front of me. "You and I could have done great things, but Mr. Neil was faster and took you before I could."

Closing my eyes, I let out a strangled laugh and try to stop the tears spilling down my cheeks.

"What have you done?" I whisper, looking up at him in disbelief. "What have you done to me? You took everything from me. Mom. Love. Humanity. And there's one of these things I will never be able to find again."

I lean forward, staring at him. "You destroyed me just like I wanted to destroy the only good thing in my life."

He watches me with curiosity, but he's not affected. Of course not. He sighs and takes out a cigarette. He lits it up, then takes a deep drag and exhales the smoke. I watch it slowly disappear above us and wish I could vanish with it.

"I'll see you later. We still have a lot to discuss. Believe me."

And with that, he leaves the room, a trail of smoke following him.

*

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