what is normal

 What is normal

If you have ever been called weird or not normal you'll hopefully understand.if you've never been called not normal than you're lucky or just normal. Have you asked yourself what is normal,what is a normal relationship, what is a normal family,what is a normal way to act and most importantly what is a normal way to live... we live in a society where if not "normal" than your weird, I don't believe in that word truefully  . The ones who do good at following the trendy are known to be normal , but why are there so little who can achieve this fakeiness so well isn't normal what everyone is or a majority of the population is. The official definition of the word normal to conforming to a standard, usual, typical or exempted. But the first word in this deftion conforming showing you have to change to normal and wanna know what i say to changing myself for someone else. F THAT!

Chapter 1

Welcome to my story where I try to uncover or understand what "normal" is in society. So let's take my story for instance, My name is Emma Gardner and I am 14 years old and what is considered "not normal" by those who stand next to me, by those who don't zoom in. I'm at that awkward stage where supposedly everything I do is overdramatized sadly I really wish I was but you believe what you want. The only people who listen and zoom in on me Jake Ellans and Katie Gelding and the best part there not forced to like family is. I am also considered a nerd including my friends but that's very correct and I'm proud of that. Most of the time I like to escape to books where i can indulge in the world of fantasy and romance because neither will never actually happen to me. My friends are "not normal" either ( and yes every time the world "normal" is mentioned it will look like that .)

That's the gist of my old school life is like.

Now that we're to the outside of school life it not the greatest but it happens to half the kids in America but that doesn't make it right. That is also considered normal " when a parent leaves you or your parents split so it is just me and my dad . My dad is overprotective and almost beat up one of my bullies oh and yeah forgot I get bullied too yeah for me . They'll come around at some point in the story.

My mom left me at a young age barely knew her but you still miss them even if you don't want to. They drift in the back of your mind. There is that card that comes one year and says:"I am so proud of you, wish I could see you" and your just like you left me and sometimes they make you feel bad about it like sad voice mail that says "please call me I love to hear from you". The worst part is when they say something like ," I am only here for you" then poof they're gone . That's enough of that.

Ohhhh and here come the best of all welcome to HIGH SCHOOL

Where if you're not in click your a loner but the loner even have a click.High School using the word "normal" a lot but my question is where do I belong cause yes I am a nerd but don't fit in with them . Most of you are probably thinking why not hang out with your friends. Well. . . you see they're Both going to a DIFFERENT HIGH SCHOOL. So I won't even fit in with the loners so I will be a... a. . . A triple loner or something like that maybe there should be a "not normal" clic cause according to society I would fit right

I will probably be nose in a book and headphones in

Well we will find out yeeaaahhh see you on the first day of High School

This is "normal" right

Chapter 2

It was 7:00 am and I still was not up

7:30 and I finally woke up

School starts at 7:50 am and I have to start going at 7:40. 10 minutes to get ready 1 .. 2 .. 3 .. and up . Alright lucky for me I could not sleep so I have a outfit and little bit of makeup out . I threw on the random but cute t shirt, ripped jeans and a hoodie did not even look at what it says. The makeup I completely ignored and then I brushed my long blonde hair and pulled it up into a nice messy bun .