• TomTord Oneshots •

Sorry

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- 1:12pm -

It's One twelve Pm. Tord is laying on his bed staring his bedroom ceiling, nothing was making him interested anymore

The other day was fine and the next day

poof

the one you cared the most gone just like that, That's how rough life is. It's funny to think how a simple wish can affect so much to a person

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"WELL DIE THEN!!!" Tord yelled at the blue brit infront of him, Tears are forming to his eyes as he heard what Tord had just said. "Well Fine then!" The Brunet went to his room and stomped, while tears are runnung down to his face, Tord immediately regret what he had just said tried to console Tom about it, Too late

The Door was shut lock. He tried to knock and apologize behind the door

He didn't know how much venom and hatred lace into that sentence when he said that, He hates Tom so much, It hit Tom.

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Oh how idiotic the fight was. It was only about some petty argument how they hate each other the most, Tord didn't know it was leading to a moment someone died

Tord regret his sins and change his actions after that, He was no longer himself after that point.

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"Tom Please, I'm sorry I didn't mean anything I said" Tord pleaded to the brits Door, No answers. Tord tried to knock again over and over and over until he gave up.

"Just tell you're okay" he muttered before he left. Tom heard all of it and cried

from the others perspective he was expecting some three words he wants to hear from Tord, But those words weren't heard until Tom thought of suicidal

He began to Prepare

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He buried his face with his right hand and sob again, He still didn't get over the fact he didn't say the word before he left his Door.

He kept thinking if he and Tom would end up together and Tom would be still be alive

But that never happen isn't it?..

"Thoughts the go like bullet through you"

"The time that I wish you were dead"

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Tord came back with a Smirnoff and a puppy, Tom loves puppy. He bought one For Tom and as an apology

"Hey Tom? Buddy you there?" He tried lifting His voice trying to let himself in, The Dog was barking lightly besides Tord, No answer. Tord knock once again and said before he came in " Tom I'm so sorry but Imma let myself in" He tilt the doorknob, There was no 'No you can't go' when he entered the room, He's holding the puppy besides him and step inside.

His eyes widen and drop the smirnoff on the ground, His mouth agape, The puppy bark in distress as tears starting to form once again in his eyes, This time it's guilt and regret.

He saw Tom hanging there on a rope, Pale and A lots of cuts on his leg and and wrist, His Black Void eyes is now souless and a note he was holding besides him.

Tord silently crawled as he catches his breath before breaking into sobs once again and grab the note

'To Tord'

He didn't want to read it and ran away

He didn't meant this to happen

He didn't mean anything

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"But so broken on when you can't stop choosing"

"To sleep through your alarms, Man you're losing your head"

Tord regrets everything, Everything he did on that faithful day, He took care of the puppy and name it Tom, He was having a hard time moving on

It's been a year after the suicide happen. And He still didn't read the note

He was scared

until today he was scared, He stood up from his bed and went to the drawer and saw the note untouched for one year, Dust was all over it, He took the anti-depressants pills with it.

He went back to his bed and sat down, He swallowed the pills and drank water with it. He shivers and look at the note

He swiped the dust covered it and saw 'To Tord' He didn't smiled and open it

He pulls out the paper out of the letter and starts reading

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'Dear Tord'

I know you're probably reading this after you saw what happen, Just so you know I didn't think it would end like this. You won okay? you won

You really do hate me so much it leads to this

I hope you're sastisfied

cause I'm just lying everything to you

I never- really did hate you
Never, I was only pretending so I can get close to you

to be truthful

I love you Tord

I just have no courage to tell you that.

Thats why I'm writing this when I'm about to die, And I don't have to face the rejection

Cause I'm dead

-Love Tom

Tord began laughing and pulled his hairlock and hard and fall out of the bed, Tears were dropping as he laughs insanely

he stops as he hit the floor

And cried once more and whispered

"I was never sastified Tom...."

"And..

"I'm so sorry"